Faceless

𝙐𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚

This close to pulling the trigger;
staining the dagger.
This hollow depth just keeps
getting bigger and bigger.

But I can't die, not yet, not today;
Not before I create my humans
and my own doomsday.
I can't be scared anymore
because this life would soon be my
self etched lore.

I'm tired but I cant be afraid,
My dreams still unsaid.
My pains still unpaid.
I'm dying but I cant be dead,
My monsters still unfed.
My creations still not bred.

I'm spacing out,
I'm out of the zone.
My hearth burning,
My ashen hearthstone.
I cant be gone, I need to live for now;
I need to cherish the vow-
I need to breathe somehow.

No I cant fade yet even though
I was always faded.
But my blood's always been red.
My soul is still inside my bones.
My grave burning, ashen tombstones;
I'm still not dead.
But I need to fly away.
Like Icarus, I need to die away.

In the depth of an infinite ocean-
Free from the burden of an option.
I cant be dead, I need to die away-
I'm chained but I need to fly away.
I'm not living another day,
I'm fading either way.

I'll create you, from the dust of pain.
From the tears of rain;
From the blood of my vein.
I'll create you with a sun in your core.
You don't need to run anymore;
You'll be the shield of my lore.

I'll create you,
By breaking my swords.
I need you, my shield,
To survive the crossroads.

I'm spacing out,
I'm out of the zone.
My hearth burning,
My ashen hearthstone.
I cant be gone, I need to live for now;
I need to cherish the vow-
I need to breath somehow