I'm only human

Chapter 18- the heart wants what it wants

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Diana's POV
Tasha forced me to go shopping and get things I didn't want or need. "Let's go" she chirped and skipped from the store. Grumbling I followed after her holding all the bags filled with the clothes for me.

"Don't help or anything" I grumbled and walked slow to annoy her. "Here we are!" she grinned and popped the trunk and helped put the bags in. The weight was lifted off my shoulders, literally.

"Look Diana we want you to stay for one year at least. And if you still wanna leave your free to go" she spoke sadly. Yes I wanted to leave and get away but Blake commanded me to stay for a whole year with them.

Forcing a smile I nodded and she grinned back. "Good lets go" she cheered and pulled smoothly from the lot.

All I wanted was to leave this place and never return. Sure Canada is nice and all but I don't like vampires.

No.

Greyson's POV (Diana's dad)
'Dad, I know you don't love me because I look like her. But I looked up to you. You were me hero and idol for the longest time. But I guess I wasn't good enough for you.

You wanted a good, strong and pretty daughter who could shift. Well I can't! Nor I never will, but that's ok. Because I love me. And that's good enough.

I forgive you daddy, try and be happy without me now. You can finally live knowing you don't have to worry about me.

Please try for me!

Diana' my baby girls voice echoed through the walls of the empty house once again. Toby was never home, always looking for her. After her mom died she wasn't the same. Then I found out she was human.

Like her mom.

I lost it and disowned her.

The broken look on her face still haunts me. Shuddering I replied the voice mail memorizing her voice.

I miss her.

My baby girl.

I was infuriating at Justin when he rejected her. But rage wouldn't solve anything. Instead I let him suffer. Being over sweet and acting as if nothing was wrong does thing to a man.

"Dad" Toby called as he sauntered through the front door "any luck?" hope sparked within me.

A grim looked passed over him and my hopes were crushed. "There is always tomorrow" I said sternly. "Yeah" he mumbled looking off out the window.

He misses her.

We all do.

Diana's POV
After wondering around the castle I found a music room. Which I was greatly in need of. Sitting down at the panino I played my favorite song 'Beneath your beautiful' by Labrinth.

You tell all the boys "No"
Makes you feel good, yeah.
I know you're out of my league
But that won't scare me away, oh, no

You've carried on so long,
You couldn't stop if you tried it.
You've built your wall so high
That no one could climb it,
But I'm gonna try

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?
Would you let me see beneath your perfect?
Take it off now, girl, take it off now, girl
I wanna see inside
Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight?

You let all the girls go
Makes you feel good, don't it?
Behind your Broadway show
I heard a boy say, "Please, don't hurt me"

You've carried on so long
You couldn't stop if you tried it.
You've built your wall so high
That no one could climb it,
But I'm gonna try

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?
Would you let me see beneath your perfect?
Take it off now, boy, take it off now, boy
I wanna see inside
Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight, oh, tonight?

See beneath, see beneath,
I...
Tonight
I...

I'm gonna climb on top your ivory tower
I'll hold your hand and then we'll jump right out
We'll be falling, falling but that's OK
'Cause I'll be right here
I just wanna know

Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?
Would you let me see beneath your perfect?
Take it off now, girl, take it off now, girl (take it off now, boy, take it off now, boy)
'Cause I wanna see inside
Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight, oh, oh, oh, tonight?
See beneath your beautiful, oh, tonight.
We ain't perfect, we ain't perfect, no.
Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight?

My siren voice helped greatly as I hit the last note perfectly. I didn't realize I was crying until I heard the Plink! of my tear hitting the keys.

I miss Justin.

I miss Toby.

I miss Daniel.

I miss Dean

I miss Maria.

I miss Zayn.

I miss Xale.

And my my real father too.

Getting up from the panino I walked from the room into my given room. Flopping on the bed I held the amulet in my hands and wondered what Justin was doing. Even though he doesn't want me, my heart still yearns for him.

I guess the heart wants what is wants.

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Pic of Diana's room.