I'm only human

Chapter 19- even is death is a choice

*unedited
Diana's POV
I kept counting the days until I could leave in my head. It seems so far away. Taking off my white robe I let it fall to my ankles and in the body length mirror I stared at my scars on my back. After getting the beauty of a mermaid my chest went to a double D and my curves got more noticeable.

My once pale pinks lips are now full and Ruby red without lipgloss. My hair was softer then silk and turned almost gold like in the sun. And I slipped into the warm bath water listening to the fire crack.

I wanted so badly to reach over to my new phone and call Daniel and apologize for lying. But the look on his face made me rethink my urges. "Why can't my life be normal?" I voice aloud to no one.

"Must it always be this hard?" I cried softly and washed myself. I used my coca and Shea butter shampoo and citrus body wash. After that I shaved and got out. Feeling lazy I put on a tight white button down top without a bra.

Slipping on my undies and putting spandex on top I walked into my room and French braided my hair quite easily. Gathering my blankets I wrapped them around my shoulders and watched the tv that was perched on top of the fireplace.

I was in the middle of Twilight when a knock sounded, pausing the movie I opened the door and faced Ace. "Hey" he said casually leaning against my door frame. "Uh hi?" it sounded like a question. "Are you feeling ok?" he asked and moved I to my room sitting on the chairs.

"No, I wanna go home" I sniffled and sat on my bed "we know Diana but it's for the best" was all he said and left.

Weird.

I turned my attention to the movie again.

After watching all the Twilight movies I lay awake in my room. My feet itched to run and I sprung of the bed. Throwing on yoga pants over my spandex and adding running shoes I jumped from the window.

The cold Canada air blew against me and I took a deep breath smelling the forest scent. Using my newfound speed I took off in the night. I never felt more free as the wind whipped my hair all around me. Turning my head all I saw was blurs of green and brown.

Never once did I run out of breath.

Some who I ended up at the top of a tree staring at the full moon. Reaching out my hand was caught in the moonlight. Some miles away I heard a howl from a werewolf. My heart broke as I listened to the emotion hid behind the howl. Closing my eyes I thought 'we will be together again, some day, some how' I will stop at nothing to get away from here.

Even if death is a choice.
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Diana's bathroom