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Hearing that Zander Anoa'i overdosed was one of the first things that I could have ever heard. Zander was always blessed when it came down to being under the influence because there no addiction. During my last tour, Zander attended many of the North American dates and we had the wildest parties after the shows.
Zander could snort up everything motherfucking thing in the room and be fine the next day. He never had craving or the urge to once we had a lick or a snort of something, he was blessed like that. He knew when and how to stop while the rest of us woke up thinking about what we should take that very morning.
His death hurt me to the core.
I had spent several hours bawling my eyes out before Jason picked me up. Once we got Veronica, she informed us of the update that she received from Zane and I felt relieved. Beyond that relief was pain for all of us but Zander is the life and soul of the party.
Hearing that Veronica was set to go rehab was tough because she was supposed to be going the night that we heard about Zander's death. I was worried about her recovery but she's been doing really well.
That was a week ago, I'm happy to report that my brother is alive and healthy.
"Why do you keep looking at me like that?" Zander asks me after I've handed him the food that he requested.
"Like what?" I raise a brow at him.
"You're looking at me like you're going to lose me." Zander gives me a weird look as he takes the burger out of the takeaway bag. "Fuck, I missed this burger."
"We almost lost you, Z." I let out a sigh as I lean back in my seat. "You're acting as if nothing happened but you have to see this from my perspective. I read online that my best friend died and I spent hours crying my fucking eyes out because I was in disbelief over you overdosing. Everybody thought you were dead."
"I know." He shakes his head. "I'm sorry for being insensitive to your feelings but I'm tired of people looking at me with sympathy in their eyes. Shit fucking happens man and I'm just ready to move past this stage."
"How did it happen?" I ask since Zane and Taraji have left to run some errands. They have been super guarded and protective over Zander so we don't know the details of the overdose. Anytime someone tries to ask Zander, they're both quick to shut that person down.
"I got into an argument with Tiff and she left." He shrugs his shoulders before unwrapping his burger. "Some parts of that night is a blur and I'm pretty sure that I went to the gym after Tiffany left. I bought some weed, it may have been laced and I got some pills too because why not."
