Mimi started rocking a baby bump after a few weeks had past which made me question how far along she was. I know that we have been together for a while now but we haven't always been a unit. If she knew of the pregnancy for months now then I wonder why she waited to tell me because she almost looks as if we're nearing the half way mark.
We got into a pretty nasty argument about it which led to me asking her to vacate my premises. Our relationship has been over for some weeks now but I'm pretty confused by her appearance which has me acting out and I don't want to do something that I'll regret later.
Mariah Carey is a pretty powerful woman who was able to earn millions on a basis that her ex wasted her time so I don't even want to make her mad. They'll take my child away from me and I know that I will never win the custody battle due to my past so I'm trying to keep things cordial.
"Are you sure that you want to do this?" Mimi nervously asks me as we prepare to headline a show at the Viper Room. "Like do you really want to do this?"
"You're pregnant, Mims." I pat her stomach. "If we don't announce it ourselves then somebody will with all your late night cravings."
She pulls a face, "Yeah but you're making me sing with you."
"And?"
"We've never performed together infront of others." Mimi sighs deeply. "The only time that we sung together was in the bathtub or kitchen but you never brought me out on stage with you. I've seen how rowdy your fans can get when you're performing your classics so why would I do that to myself?"
When I first brought up the idea of performing a song together to announce the pregnancy, Mimi was all for it but now she's suddenly getting stage fright. I am set to go on stage in seven minutes and I need to know that she will be coming out after I've performed my fourth song of the night.
"If you're not up for it then so be it." I shrug my shoulders as the sound people approach us. "I've got a show tonight and I'm going through with that."
Mimi rolls her eyes which only angers me.
"What the fuck do you want from me?" I throw my arms up in the air. "I'm trying so damn hard to be present and be there for you but it's like you're holding me at arms length."
"You broke up with me, Micah." She reminds me as if I didn't know. "You broke my heart during a time when I needed you the most."
"I'M STILL HERE!" I yell, capturing the attention of everyone around us. "I'm still fucking here but you act as if that's not enough."
"Yeah because you made me a single mom." I roll my eyes at the stupidity that I'm hearing from her. "I know how tough shit can get when you're a single parent and I didn't want to be one but you did it to me anyways."
"You're out of your mind." I hiss at her. "You're out of your fucking mind if you're putting this on me. Our relationship was stagnant and it became pretty apparent that you were jealous of the relationship that I have with other women."
"Oh fuck you."
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky (Sky)
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long I'd probably break down and cry
I smile while looking into the audience who are giving me all types of life right now. Our lives have changed so drastically from when I first started out in music and there is censorship in everything that we do.
You can't cuss, smoke or flash your dick on TV anymore without there being thousands of complaints which leads to Networks blocking you. Many networks have stopped broadcasting my shows since I've refused to change my ways so I'm pretty happy to see women flashing me their tits.
