You left.. I stayed.

Fiancé

The Present 

"Can I come in?" I asked as I knocked on Yoongi's door, he nodded his head so I walked in and closed the door behind me, I sat in the chair across from him and sighed "Can we talk about what Mister Kim said yesterday?" 

He sighed and looked at me, his eyes were sad as he nodded "I would like to. I just..not here" he shook his head 

"Are you free after work?"

"I can be. Don't you have plans with Jimin though?"

"Not tonight. But if I did, I'd cancel them because what Kim said has me more pissed off and upset than I was when I first saw you here" I admitted honestly 

"Okay" he nodded 

"Come to my place after work?" 

"Okay, text me your address" 

"I don't have your number anymore, remember? You got a new one" I rolled my eyes as I picked up a sheet of paper from his desk and scribbled my address on it for him 

"What time?"

"Whenever" I shrugged and walked out of his office, I got back to my office and sighed as I sat in my chair 

Me: Yoongi is coming over tonight to talk to me about what Mr Kim said yesterday
Jin: me and Joon will leave for a few hours then? Or hide in our room. I don't want to see him 
Me: hide in your room. Please don't leave me in the house alone with him 
Jin: whatever you need love ♡

"Hey, you okay?" Jimin asked as he walked into my office

"Mhmm" I nodded as I focused on my work 

"I saw you in his office" he sat across from me

"He's coming over tonight to talk to me about what his butler said yesterday" 

"What did he say?"

"That Mister Min told them I was dead. And he said something about forcing Yoongi to leave me? It didn't make sense..but it has me angry and curious" 

"You had all of that on your mind yesterday?"

"Yeah" I sighed 

"Why didn't you tell me? We could've talked about it" 

"We didn't really do a lot of talking last night, or this morning" I chuckled making him blush as he giggled 

"Don't be crude"

"How is that crude? It's the truth" I snorted 

"Are we going to do that again?"

"If you want to. I'm available every night but tonight" 

"My place tomorrow?"

"Send me the address and time"

"An official dick appointment?"

"Mhmm" I nodded as I pulled out my cell "I'm penciling you in as we speak" 

"Oh my god" he laughed as he reached over and smacked my arm "You're an ass"

"You like my ass though" I pouted, making him laugh "You like my cock better though don't you?" I winked

"Fuck off Jeon" he laughed harder as he rushed out of my office making me chuckle as I got back to work, I ate my lunch in my office. I didn't want to see Yoongi until I had to, and I didn't have the energy or mental capacity to deal with anyone else. I couldn't get that lucky though. 

"You sly dog" Hobi said as he leaned against my door way

"Huh?"

"You and Jimin" he raised his eyebrow 

"I don't kiss and tell" I shook my head 

"I've been trying for a year and the new kid gets him after four months" he shook his head 

"Is everyone in this office gay?" I laughed making him chuckle 

"Kai and Yoongi aren't" 

"What?" I furrowed my brows 

"Yoongi's fiancé is hot, and I'm saying that as a gay man"

"Fiancé?"

"Hannah she's.."

I tuned him out 

The Past

"If anything ever happens to me, would you find someone else?"

"Probably not" I shook my head "You're my soulmate. Even if I did date someone, it would never be the same" 

"Me either" he shook his head "I couldn't imagine a part of my life where you're not in it"

"Even if I die?"

"You go, I go. I'd never be able to live without you"

"Even if your parents want you to meet a nice woman, settle down, and have babies?"

"I wouldn't be able to get it up" he snorted making me laugh as I snuggled closer to him 

"Me either" I chuckled as he kissed my forehead "a man then? Someone hotter than me?"

"Kook, do you honestly believe there is a single man on this earth that could ever replace you? My little prince is irreplaceable and I could never settle for less than perfection which is what you are" 

The Present 

"Fuck" I rested my forehead on the wall as the shower poured down on me with burning hot water. My head was a complete mess. 

Why am I jealous? He left me. Not the other way around, I don't even fucking care that he's engaged, good for him that he could move on. I guess he moved on before he moved out..okay that pinched my heart a bit. I never thought he cheated on me, even after he left for no reason, I still never once thought it was for someone else. I just thought I was no longer good enough. 

I was never good enough from the beginning and he realized that. 

I put my clothes on and sighed as I sank into the sofa, I only had a moment of silence until there was a knock on the door. 

"Hey" I mumbled as I opened the door

"Hey kook" he let out a breath "can I come in?"

"You didn't bring your fiancé?" I asked bitterly as I turned around, I heard him sigh as he shut the door behind himself

"I'll explain everything..can we sit?"

"Do I need a drink for this?"

"We both do" he nodded

"Whiskey?" We both asked simultaneously which made my chest tighten again.

Fuck.

Instead of answering, I grabbed the big bottle from the cabinet and two shot glasses, I sat them on the kitchen table and motioned for him to follow me into the kitchen. We sat across from each other in silence while I poured us each a shot, we knocked them back and sat the glasses back down, I opened the bottle and poured another for each of us

"The day I left.."