You left.. I stayed.

YoonKook

The Present 
Jungkook's POV 

I made it to my room with my heart hammering in my chest, I smiled as I heard him run up the stairs a moment behind me, I turned and faced him as he shut my bedroom door and locked the doorknob. I grabbed the lube from the end table drawer and tossed it to him, he caught it and smiled

"I have a question" he said seriously, I nodded and waited for him to continue as he pulled his shirt off "You don't have to answer..but..how many people ha-"

"Two. Both in the past year. Yugyeom and Jimin. I've been tested since my last time, and used protection every time. You?"

"Not since you"

My eyes widened "you haven't?" 

"I couldn't" he shook his head "I was asking because..we hadn't used condoms before, and I wasn't sure if now, we should or..I don't know" he shook his head again and sighed "I'm sorry" 

"Hey" I reached for his hand, he took my hand and let me pull him in closer "Whatever you want, I won't be mad if you think we should use protection, we never used it before because we were the only ones we had ever had. I know that's no longer the case for me, so if it'll make you feel better w-"

"I don't want to" he shook his head "I don't want anything between us" he put his hand on the back of my neck and pulled my face to his, he captured my lips in a bruising kiss as I wrapped my arms around him and melted into his touch, my cock started to harden against his jeans and I whimpered at the roughness against my sensitive skin, I pulled his pants and briefs down while he continued attacking my lips, without separating from the kiss he pushed his clothes aside and walked me towards the bed

When he pulled away, he made sure to bite down on my lower lip before pushing me onto the bed on my back, I wrapped my legs around his slim waist and pulled his hair as I brought his face down to mine and began kissing him with lust and desperation, he pulled away and sat up, taking my legs off himself and making me furrow my brows "You don't want to top?"

"I want to ride you" he mumbled as he opened the lube and motioned for my hand, I put my hand out for him and he squirted some onto my fingers before closing it and straddling my hips "I miss how full you always made me feel" he laid his torso across mine and kissed my neck "miss feeling you cum" I moaned as he kissed and nibbled beneath my ear, my clean hand reached behind him and squeezed one of his ass cheeks, while my lubed hand reached down and I traced my index finger over his hole and tapped on it softly before slowly pushing my finger past the muscle up to my knuckle making him moan as he attacked my lips hungrily with his

We moaned against each other as our kiss grew hungrier and he began fucking himself on my finger letting me know I could add another, two fingers slid in easily, I purposely avoided his bundle of nerves as he rocked on my fingers and pressed our clocks together "just, fuck, I can't wait" he sat up and my fingers slid out of him, unable to reach now 

"Yoongs, slow down, I'm not done stretch-"

"No" he shook his head and pushed up on his knees as he gripped my cock and started to come down slowly, I moaned almost painfully at how tight he felt, how I stretched him with my cock, slowly taking me in until he rested on my hips, cock completely inside, and pushed against his prostate perfectly "Oh god" he whined as he threw his head back, his skin turning my favorite shade of pink again, his pale skin glistening with sweat already as he tortured me by sitting on my cock and not moving 

"Yoongi" I whispered as I closed my eyes and gripped his hips trying not to lose my control, I didn't want to hurt him, but I wanted to fuck him so bad it was driving me mad