You left.. I stayed.

Talk to me

The Present

"Are you sure?"

"I'm sure" I nodded to Jin as I grabbed my bag and threw it over my shoulder 

"You're not running away right?"

"No, just taking a break" 

"Okay. You'll call or text me right?"

"Of course" I nodded, we hugged and then I got into my car and started the drive to my mom's house. I didn't tell her I was coming, I wanted to surprise her otherwise she'd make it a big deal and rush around to clean and stock up on my favorite foods. I just wanted to relax with her. 

With my radio turned up, an open bag of chips, a can of redbull, and a half eaten chocolate bar, I made it to my moms in one piece. 

"Mom?" I called out as I walked in 

"Kookie?" She came out from her room "Hey, I didn't know you were coming honey" she hugged me and I held on tight, enjoying her presence and the comfort that came with it

"I decided to surprise you"

"I'm happy you did!" She pulled away and pecked my cheek "did you eat?"

"Not yet" I shook my head "I'll make lunch okay?"

"Thanks momma, I'm gonna go put my bags upstairs" I carried everything up to my old room, it hadn't changed at all. I smiled as I put my stuff away, but I frowned when I looked at my bed. 

Too many memories of Yoongi. 

The Past 

"I won! Ha! You have to kiss me"

"I'd kiss you anyway" he chuckled as he leaned in, he cupped my cheek and brought the other hand to the nape of my neck, I was expecting a kiss, but he devoured my lips, my hands roamed his body before resting on the bulge in his pants that made me moan as he hummed against my mouth 

"Yoongs" I panted breathlessly

"I know baby, lay down" 

The Present 

"So how have things been?"

"Do you want the truth?"

"You know I do" she chuckled 

"Well, I work with Yoongi"

"What!?" She turned around from the stove and stared at me

"Yeah" I cleared my throat "um, he's on my team at work..it's hard mom.. it's really hard. He slept over a month ago, and he's avoided me ever since. We didn't have sex though!" I shouted making sure she didn't get the wrong idea "we had a talk, his father forced him to leave, then told him I died, and now he's engaged to a woman" 

"Jesus christ kookie" she frowned "do you need a drink?"

"No thank you"

"Well I sure as hell do" she sighed as she poured herself a glass of wine and continued cooking "so, now what?"

"I don't know. Yugyeom and I broke up, I started sleeping with a coworker Jimin, he's nice, but we ended it because of the issues with Yoongi, we said we'd be friends but he's avoiding me, so I needed a break"

"Understandable" she nodded her head as she plated our food "I don't know how much company I'll be, I don't know how long you're staying, but I work all week"