You left.. I stayed.

Taking a break

The Present 

"How are you feeling?" Jimin asked me as I opened my eyes, he was smiling at me and running his fingers through my hair 

"Better I guess" I shrugged as I stretched to check my phone "Holy crap we slept in"

"You slept in, I've been up since six"

"Why didn't you wake me up?"

"We're off today, and you looked like you needed the rest" 

"I did" I laid back down and closed my eyes "thanks Min"

"Of course" he kissed my cheek "we need to talk though once you're awake"

"I'm awake" I opened my eyes and rushed to sit up against the headboard making him chuckle "what is it? Is it about last night?"

"Sort of" he sat up next to me and held my hand as he sighed "I really like you kook. As a friend, and as a coworker. I want to be there for you while you and Yoongi figure your shit out. But, I think the sex part should stop. Not that it isn't phenomenal and beneficial for both of us" he laughed making me smile "but I think, until you and Yoongi have a definite answer, we shouldn't sleep together. Now, if both of you choose to completely walk away from each other that's a different story. I'll be waiting in your bed with more lace panties on for you to rip off of me" I laughed and nodded my head before he continued 

"But Kook, I don't want you to hurt yourself" he shook his head "you agreed last night that what we did wasn't healthy. So I don't think we should do it again until your head is on straight" 

"I appreciate you Jimin. For everything, and especially for looking out for me and my wellbeing"

"Of course kookie" he smiled "friends?"

"Definitely" I nodded my head "one more thing though?"

"What is it?"

I caught him off guard as I crashed my lips against his and cupped his cheek, his eyes widened and it took him a second before he responded to the kiss and kissed me back just as deeply, I broke the kiss and left him breathless while I smiled "Okay, now we can be friends" 

"You ass" he laughed as he smacked my chest 

"What? It was our last kiss, I wanted it to be good" 

The Past 
Yoongi POV

"Twenty eight, twenty nine, thirty! Here I come!"  We were twelve, it was kook's idea to play hide and seek, I was so whipped for him that I'd do anything he said. My house was definitely big enough to find a good hiding spot, kookie liked how big my house was, but I hated it. It was too lonely and cold. I love being at his house though, small, cozy, filled with warmth and love with a mother that loved me as her own. 

But, she had work. So both of us were at my house. 

I walked the halls of my 'home' and peeked behind doors, making sure I didn't leave any spot untouched while I looked for my best friend, I turned the corner towards Mister Kim's room 
"Bah!!" Kook jumped out at me making me yell and jump, I fell backwards and he laughed his ass off making me groan as I laid on my back on the floor "are you okay?" He asked between his laughing 

"I'm fine" I closed my eyes and laid there, he laid next to me and laughed 

"You should've seen your face" he snorted as his nose scrunched up and his eyes disappeared, my heart pounded faster, I silently thanked God he scared me, that would explain why my heart was fighting so hard to break out of its cage 

"Whatever" I shoved him playfully "is this why you wanted to play?"

"Maybe" he laughed and turned his head to look at me. Our faces were so close, I wanted to kiss him so bad. I knew I was gay since I was younger, I knew I was attracted to Kook the day that I met him, and I knew I loved him as we laid there on the floor in one of the hallways just staring into each other's eyes. I wondered if he felt it too.