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𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙄'𝙢 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙄 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙛𝙛 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙩. 𝙁𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝘾𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣 𝙎𝙢𝙞𝙩𝙝, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙄 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙮𝙚𝙩. 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙙 (𝙄'𝙢 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚) 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙄 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛. 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙧 𝙛𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨, 𝙗𝙪𝘁 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙩.
𝙄'𝙢 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙩 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙥 𝙙𝙖𝙙 𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙚𝙧. 𝙈𝙮 𝙙𝙖𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙞𝙭 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙝𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮. 𝘼𝙣𝙮𝙬𝙖𝙮, 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙎𝙩𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙. 𝙄𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙄'𝙢 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙚, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙧𝙪𝙣 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮.
𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙬. 𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚. 𝘼𝙣𝙮𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙗𝙮𝙚 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨.
"Collin get down here they are here" I heard my mom yell from the living room. I went downstairs and watched as Jason and Claire came through the front door. I keep thinking, why do they have to move in with us? I don't like either of them, they are both homophobic and I'm openly gay and very proud of it.
Claire went to my school, and she always had something to say about me being gay. I secretly think she is a lesbian, but I don't know for sure. I've seen her getting close with one of the girls on the cheer team. I'm only assuming so I should stop, but I'm just thinking.
*TW* homophobia and slurs. And verbal abuse skip this if you can't read it I'll tell you after when it's okay to read again.
"Collin" I was snapped out of my thoughts by my mom snapping in my face and saying my name. "Yes mom, sorry I zoned out," she asked me to help Steven bring in the bags so I did. We went outside and he cornered me. He looks down at me with weird a scary smile and said: "You better watch out you faggot nobody wants you here, and I'll make sure your mom sees how much of a disappointment are." I just looked at him shocked. I moved past him got the bags and walked inside while holding back my tears.
~Tw~ over
I dropped the bags on the floor and told my mom I'm going back upstairs. I got into my room closed my door, locked it, and then broke down. I ran to my closet got my journal and started writing.
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Okay so this is the first chapter it's not the best and it's short, but I tried my best I hope y'all like it. Also, there will probably be trigger warnings in every chapter so be aware, I don't want anyone to be triggered so just skip those parts if you need to. Also 546 words.
Have a great day ~ Archie ❤️
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Dear myself I guess?
RomanceCollin Smith a young boy with a big secret that could change his whole life so he writes a journal. He keeps to himself, but one day his step dad moves in with them with his daughter and stuff goes downhill from there. He writes all of his thoughts...
