Repeat until death // Tubbo angst

Until We Meet Again.

Guys this book will be coming to an end soon, (not yet) I know it was short but I might make a different book about something more cool and creative in the future :) ily all and thank you so much for 500+ reads this is all so surreal even though it may not be a lot to some people <3 also im playing the sad Up music rn and I cant. Listen to it while reading this it makes it more sad

Chapter 11,

TW//SAD CHAPTER :(, Swearing

It has now been another month, 2 months altogether Ranboo has been in the UK.

He's halfway through his trip and I can't wait to see what the next two months are gonna bring, then I get to go to the US for 3 months I'm so excited!

It was around 6am which was really early for me but I was woken but the sound of rustling in my room.

I slightly opened my eyes just to see Ranboo moving something, he went back into his bed on the other side of the studio and went to sleep again.

I drifted back off to sleep.

I woke up at around 10am, Ranboo was still asleep.

When I sat up on my bed I looked around and noticed there was something just off about the whole room, like something was missing.

Ranboos belongings.

I noticed Ranboos suitcases were out for some reason. I was confused as to why because everything should be unpacked and he wasn't going for another 2 months?

Ranboo then woke up and sat up, he looked at me with complete despair in his eyes.

Seeing the pain in his expression heavily concerned me.

"You alright bossman, also why are your suitcases out?"

He opened his mouth to say something but no words came out, he sighed and took a deep breath.

"My mom called me really early this morning and told me to pack my bags and 'get my ass home', it was around 6am"

"Ohhh thats what you were doing this morning,"

"Wait.. are you leaving or is this a joke?"

"Ranboo please tell me this is a joke. Please. I cant bear to see you go you still have two months left this can't be real you're messing with me"

"I wish I was joking"

"Why do you even have to go if you don't mind me asking"

I was asking questions out of panic to distract myself rather than letting the fact he was possibly leaving sink in.

"My mom said something about you and being a 'bad influence' Becuase of the whole incident a month and a bit ago"

"The whole scars thing? She only found out recently? And she wants you to go home because of that?"

"Yeah, it's fucked up im sorry man"

"No it's okay I understand. I just can't imagine waking up without you being on the other side of the room yanno?"

I felt myself start to tear up and Ranboo did too.

"I cant imagine eating breakfast without you sitting on the other side of the table" Ranboo responded.

We started to name things back and fourth

"I cant imagine going on a walk without your cheery energy by my side, constantly picking me up putting me over your shoulder" I added