Repeat until death // Tubbo angst

Escape Plan.

IMPORTANTTT!!!!!, More context. Jack and George don't live in the UK in this. Phil still does but Jack and George live in America (Jacks is in Arizona and George is in Florida with none other than dream, as friends btw)

Chapter, 4

TW// Swearing, Injury(Not self harm), Unconsciousness.

I woke up with a headache, I turn over to look at my alarm clock and see its 4:30AM.

I let out an annoyed sigh before heading over to my PC. I turn it on to see discord is still open and it all just comes back to hit me at once, Tommy is leaving me.

What if he actually leaves? What if his Mom says yes to him living with Wilbur? What if I never see him again?

It's always 'What if'

I hope he doesn't go, I need him. I thought he needed me too but apparently not.

I get lost in my thoughts, I had been daydreaming so long my PC screen went dark, not fully off but dull, you know what I mean. I get pulled out of my thoughts when my screen lights up as I get a notification.

I flinch a little and look to see what it is, low and behold it's none other than Tommyinnit the man himself up at 4:45, he said :

'Hey Tubs I see you're online why are you up so late when you have a headache?'

I type back, :

'I just woke up actually, went to sleep early since my head hurt and whatnot'

'Oh damn'

Before I could respond he starts typing again

'I hope you don't feel too bad about this but my Mom said okay to moving in with Wilbur, we need to hangout soon before I go'

Fuck

My heart shattered, this is not what I needed to hear first thing in the morning.

'Oh...alright, well i'll miss you big man ;)'

What do I do? I'll be all alone, the one thing I didn't want to be.

Alone.

It's fine, i'll get over it, Ranboo will be coming here soon anyways so I shouldn't worry.

But it's too long away, I need someone, I need Ranboo.

I'll just go to him now, I make good money streaming anyways so it's not like I can't afford it.

'I'm gonna go get some painkillers and try go back to sleep, have a good time in the US Big Man.'

'Alright Tubs feel better soon, i'll miss you :)'

I close Discord and open chrome, I look up tickets to San Francisco.

The only ones they have are for either 11:30AM tomorrow or in 2 weeks.

2 weeks is too long, i'll get the one for tomorrow.

My Mom doesn't have to know or my Dad, fuck it nobody except Ranboo gets to know.

I quickly open discord hoping Tommy doesn't see i'm online and I quickly message Ranboo

'I'm coming to San Francisco, flight leaves at 11:30AM tomorrow, Be ready :)'

Ranboo, since his timezone is different is awake of course, its 5:00AM for me and 9:00PM for him since he's 8 hours behind me. (PST)

He responds almost immediately,