comfort

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Tw: abuse

It was Saturday during the holidays and you woke up in bed alone. This is unusual, normally you are waking up in his arms. The whole school was empty, only the teachers and houseelves were there. And you. When he asked you to stay here for the summer you were the happiest girl in the world. You don't have to be at your abusive home. He didn't lied when he said he will protect you. You looked around the room and then your eyes stopped at the clock. It was 12 a.m.
You got out of bed and you brushed your teeth and took a shower. Then you made yourself a cup of tea and started to read a book.
After a hour he came back.

,,Where have you been?" you asked while you walked up to him. He hugged you deeply and kissed you passionately.
Then he took a seat on the couch and so did you. He looked sad and exhausted.

,,Is everything okay Severus?" you asked worried.

,,Sorry that I didn't left a message or something."

,,It's okay darling. What's wrong?" he didn't looked at you, his eyes were fixed on the floor.

,,Look at me Severus and tell me what's wrong. Please."

,,This morning came an owl with a letter from the ministry, and they told me that my father did last night. I had to take care of formalities."

,,I'm so sorry that your father passed away." you said and hugged him.

,,I never told you about him, but now I will. He was an ass. He was an abusive alcoholic, since I can remember he always yelled at my mum and he also abused us. She didn't left him because she had no money and no one who could help her. He isolated her from the world. But there were days , not many but sometimes he was sober and when he was he was the nicest men ever. He was manipulative and I realised this not that long ago that it should be y/n." he said with tears in his eyes. You've never saws him like this before. He seems so lost.

,,You don't deserve this Severus I am so sorry for you.“ you whispered in his ear while his head was pressed against your chest. You pulled him closer and gave him a kiss on his head.

,, Everything is going to be okay. You're safe here."

He looked at you and then he kissed you deeply. His hands grabbed your neck and your hands are in his hair.

,,Thank you for everything y/n. I don't deserve an angel like you. I'm a wreck."

,,Don't say or even think like that. I adore you in so many ways I can't explain. I will always be there for you and I'll never judging you." he looked at you and you saw a tear rolling down his cheek. You wiped it away.

,,You are the strongest man I've ever seen and also you're the first man I've ever felt safe with. You deserve all the love in this world, don't ever forget that."

,,I hate it that you see me like that. So weak and so...so...-" you interrupted him.

,,Showing feelings has nothing to do with weakness. It shows strength." you sat on his lap and you hugged him. It was not sexual or something you just wanted to comfort him.

,,I think I love you Severus." you whispered into his ear after you kissed his neck.

,,Y/f/n you're doing things to me." he smirked.

,,I love you too y/n. I truly do. I've never cried in front of someone before. I would trust you with my life."

,,You saved my life Severus. Without you I won't be happy and I won't feel safe. You are so special to me. I truly, deeply love you."

A short one again. I'm not good at describing much.
Word count : 650

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