Snape x reader oneshots/ Imagines

I'll help you

Tw: selfharm and depression

,,What do we have here?" said a dark voice behind you.

You turned around and then you saw snape. It was around 1 a.m and you were on your way to your room. You didn't noticed that it was late because you were in the library the whole evening crying. Nobody noticed you. Nobody cared. Your mascara was smeared and your eyes were red.

,,I-I uhm I felt asleep in the library Professor. I'm on my way to my room." you replied. He looked at you. Judging. And could it really be? He looked a bit worried too but why would he care?

,, You don't look like you've slept in the library Mrs. Y/l/n." he said and took a step closer to you.

,,Why do you care?"

,,You look like no one is caring for you. You were in the library the whole time and no one noticed you." he answered and then he looked at your arms. Crap. You forgot that you rolled up your sleeves. He took a step closer to you again.

,,What is this mrs. Y/l/n?" he said while he crashed your arm carefully. His touch made you shiver.

,,That's nothing."

,, Well , it don't seem like nothing. Come with me." he said with a unusually gentle voice. He started walking and you followed him. He walked so fast that you almost had to run.

After a few minutes he stopped in front of a door. This must be his chambers. You supported yourself by one arm on the wall because the walk was exhausting. He opend the door.

,,Come in" he said and as you wanted to enter his room you only saw black.

You opend your eyes and you were laying on a couch in a big room. You looked around and then you say him sitting on his desk writing notes. He looks so attractive when he's concentrated.

,,What happened?" you asked while you straight yourself up.

,,You passed out after we came here. How are you now?"

,,Good." you said and that was a lie. He stand up and came to you. He kneeled down and took your arm.

,,I need to clear the wounds y/n. You probably won't have an infection. This may hurt a bit." he said and then he dropped some liquid from a bottle on your arm. You wanted to pull your arm away because of the pain but he held it tight.

He took a seat next to you and then a asked ,,What is this all about y/n? Tell me, so I can help you better." For some reason you felt safe around him.

,,I suffer from depression for many years now and nobody cares. Nobody is helping me or even talking to me. I am just the freak that everybody always laugh at. Today was one of my bad days.  I didn't realized what time it was and that's the reason why I was not in my room. That's a good example, as you can see no one noticed." After you finished you looked at him. A tear was rolling down your cheek.

,,Everything is going to be okay." he said with a little smile on his lips. You never saw him smiling before.

,,Now answer my question Professor, why do you care? I am a nobody."

,,I don't know why I care but I do and you probably need my help." he grabbed your hand.

,,Look at me." he said but you didn't. You couldn't. You don't want him to see you like this.

,, Y/n, look at me." he grabbed your chin carefully with his free hand and forced you to look at him. He wiped your tears away.

,,I'll help you. For now I am not sure how but I'll figure it out. " the whole time you looked him into his eyes. As he finished you looked down on his face and your eyes stopped on his lips. The only thing you wanted to do is kissing him. Kissing his beautiful lips.

,,Why did you passed out y/n? The way to my chambers isn't that long." your eyes were still fixed on his lips.

,, I didn't ate anything today and neither yesterday." And only seconds after you told him that, appeared a plate with potatoes and salmon.

,,Then you should probably eat something." he said.

,,Thank you Professor."

After you finished eating (you didn't ate the whole portion) you looked at him again. You can't help it. A strand of hair was in his face, and you stretch out your hand and put it behind his ear.
You were so close to him that you could feel his warm breath on your skin. And then you kissed him and before you could enjoy the kiss it ended. He interrupted the kiss.

,,What was that Mrs. Y/l/n?"

,,Come on don't act like you don't want this. You took are of me and you are holding my hand." at this moment he took his hand away.

,, You are tired and exhausted. You should sleep." he said and stood up.

,,You can stay here tonight."

I want to taste her lips again. She's right but not in her constitution. She'll probably regret this tomorrow.

This story is a bit similar to my other book ikik. Forgive me haha

Word count: 890