Just Maybe

Just Maybe Pt.3

A few hours ago.....

You decided to organize the pile of baby things in the nursery after Jungkook left. The twins aren't even born yet however they are already spoiled rotten by your dongsaeng. You can't help but chuckle at the thought of the twins running around with their uncle in the future. Jungkook is a ball of energy. Despite all the playfulness, you are sure that whoever he ends up with will be one hell of a lucky girl. The man seemed to be carefree and childish but he is very responsible. The way he cares for you and the twins even if you are not blood related is enough proof that he is indeed a good person.

You can't help but wonder how Hoseok is doing right now. You missed calling him Hobi. His nickname that you've grown to love. Only you and his closest friends can call him that. If the circumstances were different, it would be him helping you prepare the nursery and not someone else. It pains your heart thinking that the twins will not meet their father. You are living comfortably right now out of Jungkook's generosity but eventually you have to find a job for you to be able to support your little family. You have to set a good example for the twins that nothing is impossible if you persevere. Their father is a hardworker. He may have been born with a golden spoon but he still managed to build an empire for himself. He's a self made billionaire.

You decided to take a break and tried to find something to eat in the kitchen. You are scanning the fridge and you can't help but be amazed as to how much food you actually have. Your dongsaeng makes sure that you get groceries delivered every other day. You settled for a strawberry flavored yoghurt as you are feeling lazy to prepare something decent. You sat on the couch in the living room and turned on the TV.

You were absent mindedly flipping through the channel when something caught your attention. It was a celebrity scoop and you are sure as hell that it was about Hoseok. The headline says that he and Mathilde had broken up. The reason wasn't disclosed but it did cause a stir in the media as one of the most sought after billionaire is back in the market.

You gently carressed your bump and you felt a kick. You smiled bitterly. The twins might have felt it was about their father. Even if he is single right now, you don't have a chance. He clearly told you he fell out of love. There is no point. All you have left is your dignity. No matter how much you love the man, you cannot force him into something that he doesn't want in the first place. Pregnant or not, you just have to face the truth that you are not meant to be.

You can't help but worry about him. Though he may have hurt you, you still care for him a lot. Nothing can change that. How stupid as it sounds but you can't dictate your heart. No matter how hard you try.

You were back at the nursery lifting here and there to ensure it will be organized as early as possible before your babies come. It's a good way to keep your mind off Hoseok. You suddenly feel faint and finding something to hold on to is the next thing you had to focus on. You carefully walked back to your room to grab your phone. You need to have it just in case you need to call for help. You have been feeling poorly the past few days but you disregarded it thinking it was just part of your pregnancy. You didn't mention it to Jungkook either to avoid causing anymore burden.

You sat on the bed trying to calm yourself.  Being heavily pregnant and alone isn't easy. You hate to admit it but you never stopped dreaming of Hoseok to be by your side taking care of you. If only he didn't fell out of love. He was very sweet , thoughtful, and caring when you were together. He was your sunshine. You wished you could feel his warmth right now. A wave of nausea hits you and you are starting to lose consciousness. You tried to fight it but it is too much. Before you slipped into the darkness, you felt it. You were bleeding.

You were out for a couple of minutes when  you became aware of your surroundings again. Your eyes are heavy and everything hurts. You reached for your phone and dialled Jungkook's number. You need help. Your babies need help.

Thankfully, Jungkook answered after a few rings.

"Koo---kie... Please he---lp.." Is all you could muster. You didn't even hear your dongsaeng's frantic voice asking you how you were as you had succumbed to the darkness again.

Jungkook, along with his hyungs found you lying on your bedroom bathing with your own blood. The two elders noticed your bump and the realization of a much bigger trouble is undeniable. Their maknae was beyond shocked he can barely move. Jin rushed to you and scooped you in his arms shouting to the younger ones to get a grip as they need to rush you to the hospital.

Once at the parking lot , Jin asked Namjoon to carry you and sit at the back with Jungkook. His younger brothers are too shocked to drive he needs to take the wheel as well.

While on the way to the hospital, Jungkook hugged you and didn't stop calling your name begging for you to wake up. He is breaking down and Namjoom can only pat his back. He couldn't find the right words to console their maknae.

You were slipping in and out of consciousness when you felt something on your cheeks. It was your dongsaeng's tears. You tried your best to open your eyes to tell him you will be alright.

"Koo--kie, you came. Thank you." It was almost a whisper.

Jungkook eyes widened and begged you to stay awake.

"Noona, we're taking you to the hospital now. Please hold on, yeah?"

"We?"

"I have Namjoon hyung beside me. Jin hyung is driving."

Jungkook answered your question right away. You couldn't help but feel disappointed that Hobi did not come. Maybe he just doesn't want to see you. Or maybe he didn't know.

Your dongsaeng could see the pain in your eyes. He doesn't have the heart to tell you he just fought with his hyungs tonight. Not now that you are in this situation.

"Kookie, if you need to choose....

You were cut off by Jungkook's loud cry.

"No no no, noona don't do this to me! You and the babies will survive. Okay noona?"

Jin and Namjoon were listening silently.

"Promise me you will choose them. Please..?"
You are crying because now you are not sure if you will make it. You can feel it. Your body is giving up on you. Your vision starts to blur. You feel lightheaded again.

"I promise.." Jungkook kissed your forehead and looked you in the eyes.
"But you also have to promise you will fight noona."
"I will. And please don't hurt my sunshine." You smiled at him. You can barely make out of his face now. You are slowly drifting away. You are slowly closing your eyes.
"Noona? Noona? Wake up!" Jungkook has never been afraid in his life.

"Hobi? I -- I still love you."

Your body became limp and heavy on Jungkook's arms. He can only hug you silently praying you and the babies will survive.

The car went into a halt and Namjoon had to carry you to the emergency room because Jungkook is a mess. Jin had to support his hysterical brother. He needs to be tough for him. Namjoon is moving auto-pilot. Thankfully, the hospital staff were quick to help when they noticed.