Chapter 23: 7 years later..

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Before it was something we yearned for, it can be casual or meaningful in your eyes. I don't know. I don't want to know. Once you fall in love, can't say anything, forgiving and can't feel weariness. Look backwards, forwards, encountering change, And those broken pieces. Those broken pieces pierces my heart open. Sometime even stitch can't stop them from tearing. Once again those overwhelming emotions come back to life. A pain which you want to forget. It's just the freedom to love, it's just the freedom to feel pain. Forever is too far away but still I kept walking. Will let go without hesitation if you want.

 The fate that was arranged ruined the script of the story. It shouldn't have ended just like that. Can there be something to explain our first encounter? The heart that loves you deeply can not hide anywhere. It's engraved with the shape of you everywhere. Again and again I suppress my feelings alone. Trapped in the dream but forced to wake up. You don't need to know my secrets. I'll lock them in my heart and will destroy the key. But my yearning never ends.


                                                ~7 years later~

Quickly stuffed my mouth with a garlic bread  while putting my shoes on. Started running in a supersonic speed as I might miss the bus if I walk any slower than this lol. I was running as if I was harry potter and I'll miss my train to Hogwarts. Maybe Ron will bring the flying car. I won't ride it cuz I'm weak hearted, I'm not gonna lie. :v Sometimes imagination can be so vivid that you can't tell them apart from reality. " Aresto Momentum", oww the bus didn't stop :,(  lemme use another spell. "Stopify" WOW the bus stopped. Ig buses are muggles lol, they stopped when I applied a wrong spell. Maybe nowadays wizards and witches use English spells. I was just joking hehe. 

Yes, I'm in a hurry. Scanned my bus card and got myself a seat beside the window. Well, It's my first day at work. Not some office job though. I just randomly sent my manuscript to the biggest publishing company in Busan. Guess what, they just called me yesterday saying that they want to publish my book. I didn't believe it at first I thought they were just spam calling me. But after a little while they asked me to change some of the part and they'll assign me with a editor who has a vast knowledge in this field. I began to believe that it wasn't a dream. Finally, I'm not unemployed anymore!! 

I got some iced americano for my new colleagues. I wish they would like me. First impression is an important thing in Korea's job field. Based on the first impression, they'll judge how to treat you in near future. So I was really nervous. Hope, everything goes well.

Jin started working as a model as he discovered his inner celebrity charm. Jungkook graduated last year and directed a film which got the best movie award this year. Yoongi and Namjoon majored in music and now are making music professionally in a well know entertainment agency. Lisa is now working in a law firm and Jisoo finally moved to Seoul. We went through many changes in the last seven years. And finally Hoseok and Taehyung.. Hoseok became a first year intern. I knew about it cuz our family kept in touch. I don't talk regularly with Hoseok. Just once in a month I guess. And Taehyung, I don't know what he's doing now.

 Recalling those memories make me feel that I'm older now. I never went to Seoul in those last seven years. I graduated from a Busan University. 

I got off from the bus and stopped by a coffee store as I'm supposed to meet my editor there.

"I'm here. I'm ordering my coffee now. when will he come?

 ow, no problem. There's no  hurry."- it was a call from the publishing company.

Now, I don't even wonder what Taehyung's doing. Until I ran into him today....


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