(This chapter is kinda like a flashback typa thing. So like this happened before Nicki came back home and found bey)
Bey's p.o.v
I watched the door slam then heard her car drive off. Nicki was mad at me because I was texting my sister. She thought I was cheating so we go into a huge argument. I tried to explain to her who I was talking to but she just went off.
Nicki doesn't know I have a sister. No one does really. We drifted away when my ex forced me to move in with him. He made me cut off my family and convinced me no one loved me but him. I've been trying to find my sister for years and I finally found her on Facebook.
I hope Nicki just takes some time to her self so we can talk and I can explain. I have arranged to meet up with solange soon since she'll be in this state. I'm so excited and nervous to see her. She's probably grown so much. I was only 15 when I left home and she was 10. Now I'm 25 and she's 20. It's been 10 long years. I miss her more than anything and love her more than life itself.
Life was never easy at home. It was scary most of the time. I tried to stay out of trouble as much as possible but my mom didn't exactly like me much. Apparently I ruined her and my dads life. Idk how but if that's what she thinks then oh well. I never wanted my relationships to be the same as my parents and I promised myself I'd take better care of my kids than they did.
I want Nicki to come home so we can talk. I decided to call her but she didn't answer so I left a message. I didn't know what else to do so I went up to our room and decided to watch some tv till she came back. I was gonna make the room all nice with candles and shit but she didn't like that last time.
I heard a knock at the door and got excited hoping it was Nicki. I ran downstairs and opened the door ready to slam it shut again.
"Miss me" he asked. His voice laced with venom. I tried to close the door but he simply just pushed it open and walked in.
"Nice house you got here, looks like you did alright for yourself without me." He said looking around.
"How did you find me?" I asked.
"Oh a little birdy told me, we have unfinished business Beyoncé." His voice echoed and sent chills down my spine. I gulped scared.
He closed and locked the door stepping closer and closer backing my into the wall. I held my breath. Our last encounter wasn't pleasant. His hands moved up my thigh, sliding my shorts and pants to the side. He stopped then looked at me with an evil grin. He picked me up and went upstairs. My body was frozen. I was screaming and fighting on the inside but stuck on the outside.
He laid me down on the bed and ripped my clothes off. Everything in me wanted to fight but my body was in freeze mode. I couldn't do anything. Anxiety had taken over my body.
Hours later.
After hours of pain he finally left. I struggled to put my clothes back on. I tried calling nicki so many times but she ignored me. I went to get up and fell on the floor. He had drugged me and forced me to swallow many pills. My body hit the ground hard.
Nicki plz come back before...
Before it's too late...💔.
My eyes rolled back before closing. I'm sorry nicki.
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All my chapters are so depressing🥴. I'm sorry, I'm not in the greatest mindset. Hopefully you enjoyed this chapter tho.
Sorry for any mistakes.
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