Lose control part 2

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The guy standing directly in front of her shook his head. 8 shots went off and in a matter of seconds Beyoncé was on the ground lying in a pool of blood as the guys got away.

I fell back shocked. Oh. My. God.

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Continued.
1 week later.
Nicki's p.o.v. 

I was so angry. The school has told us jack shit bout beys condition. The only thing they've done is put extra counselling and support for us and put these gun leaflets about stopping shootings or some bullshit like that. No one was close enough to bey to know what hospital she's in and the school won't tell us.

I tried going to all the closets ones but they keep saying some bullshit patient confidentiality shit. Like tf. Idk bey that well but I definitely care about her. Especially since I literally saw everything happen. Idk how I'll recover. I refuse to go to the stupid counselling sessions. I had a friend who was suicidal get counselling from the school. But they made everything worse and my friend died 2 years ago.

This shit pisses me off. The school does nothing for us. To be fair no school does anything. It needs to change. The counsellor didn't even get fired or have her license taken away or whatever. They just moved her to a different school and still payed her.

I'm going to find Beyoncé and I'm going to take care of her. I swear on my damn life. Cause this ain't right.

Beyoncé p.o.v.

I was so sick of laying in this hospital bed. I told the doctors I'm good to go but they won't listen to me. My dad is so gonna pay for this. He promised he would get his stupid gang under control. Dumb bitch. And they've put me in restraints cause I keep tryna leave. I hate it here.

"Hey Beyoncé, you ready for lunch?" April said. She's my favourite nurse.

"No thanks" I said staring at the ceiling.

"You not hungry?" She asked.

"I'd rather die. Why won't y'all let me go?"

"You keep that up and I'll have to give you a feeding tube. And Because you where shot multiple times. You're malnourished and dehydrated. You lost a lot of blood and need rest. Any sudden movements and you'll be paralysed. Now was that a joke or do I need to get a psychiatrist here?"

"Ughhhh I swear imma kill my self. Just let me goooooo. I have school. Imma fall so behind"

"You know you're the only kid I've met upset about missing school and one more comment like that and I have to move you to the psych ward."

"Can you at least tell me when I'll leave?"

"Soon. You just have to get better first."

"Can my friend come visit me?"

"You have a friend?" She asked playfully. I rolled my eyes.

"Yes her name is Nicki. If she comes here looking for me. Let her come up."

"Okay. Will do" she smiled before leaving.

I just started up at the ceiling. It's funny how I've got so much yet I'm still alive. It's not fair. Why couldn't I have just died this time? When I get out of here I might as well kms🙄.

My thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking on my door.

"If you another doctor you can fuck off" I said annoyed.

"Not a doctor." Nicki said popping her head round.

"Nicki, you're actually here" I was so happy to see her. We got off on the wrong foot but I was told she went to search every hospital to find me. It warmed my heart. No one has ever cared that much about me.

"Can I hug you?" She asked sweetly. I nodded my head. She rushed over and hugged me tightly but not too tight to hurt me.

"Sorry I can't hug you back. They have me in these stupid restraints." I rolled my eyes.

"What did you do?" She laughed.

"Nothing..."

"Nothing? Nothing? Except for the 50 times you tried to leave. And you punched doctor knowles." April said popping her head in.

"That don't count. He's my uncle. And plus y'all tryna keep me here longer than needed." I shot back. She rolled her eyes and left.

"So how are you?" I asked.

Nicki chuckled. "Worried about you"

"Why? I'm a solider" I said slightly flexing me arm since it was trapped the restraints. Nicki laughed flexing her dimple. She looked so beautiful.

After talking and laugh some more she got in bed with me and we started watching Netflix. Halfway through 'girls trip' there was a knock at my door.

My dad walked in with a massive bouquet of flowers and a gift basket with all sorts of things. I rolled my eyes. He does this every time.

"Here you go princess." He kissed the top of my forehead. I just started at him.

"You promised" I said upset.

"I know baby girl. Trust me they've been felt with. It won't happen again I swear. Please forgive me." He pleaded.

"I don't like flowers." I replied bluntly.

"We'll burn them." I smiled. "I'm really sorry princess. Anything you want just tell me and I'll get it for you."

"Can you get me out of her. Mike is being an ass"

"I'll sort it. I gotta go now but I'll be back later. Love you." He said kissing my forehead. I fake smiled till he left then mean mugged him. What an ass.

"Who was that?"

"The guy that put me in here. Do me favour and take me out these restraints."

"Bey I don't think-

" I promise I won't do anything." She sighed and took off the ones around my wrists and ankles. I grabbed the flowers and screamed as I threw them on the floor.

"You sick son of a bitch. I hope you burn in hell you piece of shit. I hate you. I want you dead. You ruined my life. I swear to God I'll kill you!" I screamed stomping on all the flowers. Killing them. Nicki just watched me in shock. April rushed in and tried to calm me down before getting me back of the bed.

"How did she get out?" April asked Nicki. Guilt washed over Nicki's face.

"I told her to let me out" I said.

"Bey, you know if this keeps happening they'll ban you from visitors."

"I'm sorry." I said apologetically.

"It's okay. What set you off?" She asked calmly stroking my hair.

"The twat did." I said still angry.

"We'll get him banned okay. Just try get some rest." I nodded. Then she left. Nicki looked at me upset.

"Come here." I held my arms open for her. She climbed back in bed with me and snuggled into me. "I'm sorry if I scared you." I said. Nicki just stayed quiet in my arms.

God please protect her beautiful soul. And kill my dad if you can. But most importantly protect Nicki and everyone she loves and cares for.

I finished my prayer and snuggled into Nicki more.

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This is way overdue lol. But lmk if you want it as a book. Love y'all🖤🖤🖤.

Sorry for any mistakes.

Peace and love🖤🖤🖤.

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