Beyoncé
2:30am
Tossing and turning in her sleep, shouting and screaming.
Her son rushed in her room and tried to get her up before she went into a panic attack in her sleep.
"Mom! Mom! Wake up!"
Beyoncé jumped out of her sleep drenched in cold sweat.
Her son, Caleb, pulled her in a tight hug and rocked her back and forth till she calmed down.
He hated seeing his mom like this but there was nothing he could do about it, after all he is only 10.
Beyoncé had the same nightmares every night but they weren't just nightmares, they were real life. She was reliving everything she had been through and she hated it. She was scared that her past could possibly repeat in the future but she hoped not.
Beyoncé's dream/nightmare/ flashback
4th September
Bey's 4th birthday
Plates smashed on the ground, screams and cries filled the air. Her parents voices booming back an forth at each other. They came into her sight but they couldn't see her. She could only see them.
Her dad grabbed her mom by the neck and forcefully backed her into the wall. Blow after blow to her face and body. Beyoncé watched with hurt and tears in her eyes. She wanted to do something but she was only 4, what could she do?
She ran out from her hiding place and went to check on her 2 younger siblings. She picked them up and put them in her room and locked the door.
She ran back downstairs where her dad was still beating on her mom.
"Stop, you're hurting her!" She cried out. Not realising that she had just put her self in danger.
"What the fuck did you just say to me?!" Her dad spat, venom lacing his voice.
He let go of her mother and left on floor as he charged at bey. That's when bey realised what she'd done to herself but she'd rather her than her mom.
This wasn't the first time Mathew had laid hands on her but it was the first time he was sober when he did.
Beyoncé stood her ground, she was used to the pain by now, she was ready.
But she wasn't ready for this new pain she was about to experience....
He picked her up and took her to his room.
He slammed her on the bed, shutting the lights off. Bey didn't know what was about to happen, she was too innocent for this.
When Mathew started taking her clothes off bey had an idea what was about to happen.
Tears filled her eyes, she tried to blink back her tears but more formed.
She tossed and turned tryna get out of his tight grip but she was going nowhere.
"Get off me!"
"Shut up or it will hurt more!"
"I hope you know god has a special place for you in hell, you son of a bitch!"
Mathew slapped the taste right outta her mouth. Leaving a massive hand imprint on the side of her face.
"Fuck you!" She spat.
"That's what i'm about to do kid" Mathew smirked at her.
Beyoncé knew there was no way out, she was playing with the devil.
Flashback over
"It's okay mom, it's okay. It's all the in the past now". Caleb stoked through his mother's head, whispering calming things in her ear.
He laid her back down on the bed and got in next to her. He kissed her forehead and just sat there holding her tight, making her feel safe in his embrace.
His mom was is everything, if he ever lost her he would've lost apart of his self. There has been many times he almost lost his mom to death but he proved them every time that she wasn't ready for that.
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