You broke me first

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Jay's p.o.v

I looked up from the ground to see bey sad and teary eyed. She looked away from me. I grabbed her hands with one hand and lifted her chin with the other so she could look at me.

"Bey baby, what's on your mind?"

"I made a dumb mistake" She started to tremble and her voice began to shake. "The cigarettes weren't my friends they where Rocky's" I felt the colour draining from my face.

"W-what?" I chocked out.

"I'm sorry" she cried.

"Why? What did I do?" I said looking at her with tears in my eyes.

"Please just let me explain, please"

"No, were done, I'm out, have a nice life"

"Jay, please, its not what you think, please" she begged. I shook my head and kept walking.

"Were done, I've moved on anyways" I said as my voice cracked. It broke me to see her cry even after what she did.

I called ty and he came to pick me up. He took me to his and I broke down. I rarely ever cry but I just couldn't keep it in.

"Bro, I know you love her but its over mate, its never easy but you have to let her go, okay" I sat back and looked through all our messages. all the times she said she loved me was a lie. I deleted them all and all pictures of her. I knew she was moving on from yesterday, I just didn't think it would hurt this much. Its not the fact that she cheated, its who she cheated with, that feeling of betrayal I just can't shake.

"Ty I made a mistake, I have to go back to her man I love her"

"Bro I need to get you to the club, I know you love her but its over bro, you'll get another in a minute bro, why cry over her. you'll hurt for sometime but its cool, it'll pass, now come on all drinks on me, I'm take you to the best club in town and you gon forget all bout her." I sighed and just agreed.

We ended up at a strip club just throwing back shots all night.

A few months later
Bey's p.o.v

I was listening to Jay's new song "be alright" it broke me to hear how he felt but what broke me more is that he didn't even let me explain and now everyone thinks I cheated on him.

I know it may of looked like that but that's not what happened.

I know jay was cheating on me so I called rocky because I know he was with him those nights. I was just looking for answers then he came on to me and kissed me.

I pushed him away but he carried on. I finally managed to get him off me and kicked him out. It took awhile because he was stronger than me. I felt disgusted with myself and when I tried to explain, jay shut me down.

I've been trying to contact him for ages but he won't pick up. I had finally moved on and forgot him when he called today. I to the chance to ask him over so I could explain my side of the story. I needed and wanted to be heard.

I heard a knock at the door and it was jay.

"Hey"

"Hey, you wanted to talk so make it quick"

"Do you wanna come in? Please" I said chocking up on my words. He walked past me and I wiped my tears then closed the door we went to the living room and sat down on opposite couches.

"Jay look i never fucked Rocky, I didn't even kiss him, he came onto me"

"Why was he here in the first place bey?"

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