Nicki's p.o.v
11am
I just got back home from being out all night. Me and bey got into an argument last night and I left to clear my head. I ended up at a club and I just woke up in some random chicks bed.
I don't feel bad for cheating at all. It was gonna happen sooner or later.
I stumbled upstairs bare foot with my heals in my hands. I looked a mess but couldn't care less. I walked into our room and stumbled over a body on the floor.
"Bey?" She didn't say anything. I kicked her gently.
"Girl get up of the floor" she didn't move. I shrugged and went to shower and change. When I was done she was still on the floor. What the hell?
"Beyoncé!" I shouted. She still didn't budge.
I knelt down beside her and started shaking her. "Beyoncé!" I screamed. I flipped her over and saw her bruised and scarred every where. What the actual fuck???
I looked around still holding her limp body in my arms and found an empty bottle of pills.
"No no no! Please God no! No! Beyoncé! Wake up baby please! Please wake up!"
Her body just laid still. She wasn't breathing.
"Baby please, i need you Baby. I can't live without you. Baby say something please! Say anything, don't give up on me! Baby please say something, I need you" I cried. I definitely regret leaving her here alone.
I checked her pulse and she still had one.
"I'm so sorry baby, I'm so sorry. Please say something. Don't give up on me please. I'm sorry that I wasn't here. I'm sorry I didn't come when you called. I'm sorry please don't die on me. I can't lose you baby please" I begged and cried.
"The hospital! Quick!" I said to myself before grabbing my phone and calling for an ambulance. They arrived in 5 minutes and took her telling me to follow behind them. I wanted to be with her but I decided not to argue.
"God please forgive me for my sins. Please don't take my baby away, I need her. She's my lifeline. Please don't take her away" I cried.
I got in my car and started driving to the hospital. I really hope my baby is okay.
Hours later
I waited impatiently as doctors kept walking in and out of bey's room. They still hadn't told me anything and i need to know that she's okay.
A doctor came out and looked at me.
"Family of Beyoncé?"
"Yes that's me. Is she okay? Did she make it? Is she alive?" I rushed out.
"Um why don't we take a seat ma'am?" I looked at him sideways before sitting down.
"This is so hard for me to say but I'm sorry for your loss, she didn't make it. I'm so sorry"
Tears fell from my eyes and in a mattet of minutes a few tears became waterfalls. My whole world is gone because of me. This was my fault. Everything is always my fault.
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Quick short sad chapter for y'all. If you want it as a book or if y'all want a part 2 let me know.
I'm in a bad state of mind which is why this was a sad chapter.
Sorry for any mistakes.
I hope y'all are all okay and are having an amazing day/night🖤.
I love y'all so much. Keep y'all heads up high🖤🖤🖤.
