Love From The Soul (Severus Snape x OC)

Chapter 19

My breath catches in my throat and my eyes bulge out of their sockets.

*He's my fucking what!?*

He must of seen of alarmed I looked because he didn't seem to know how he should respond. He settles on : cautiously happy.

''You should be happy you know, it is rare that humans find a soulmate, as they do not understand how it manifests, and it is not nearly as impactful.'' He says with a reassuring smile.

My shocked face transforms into a very angry one.

''Oh yeah, because it's totally great that it's him, probably the most impossible human on the planet to have something like this with, and that it's going to have an impact because of my non-human heritage, I'M SO FUCKING OKAY RIGHT NOW!'' I say angrily panicked.

Kwartukka only looks at me in dismay, I guess he really thought I would be happier about this.

''The only worse thing is that demons would have some sort of heat or some bullshit like this.'' I say throwing my arms in the air.

When I look at 'tukka he is looking to the side flatly, not amused at all and holding back.

''What?'' I ask pointedly.

He let's out the most openly annoyed sigh I have ever heard him do.

''We do...in fact....have heats..'' He says while pinching his nose and bracing for my reaction.

I let out a loud annoyed whine and pull my hair in desperation. Really?! This is getting progressively worse.

''Please tell me that my human part nullifies this.....pleaaaaaaseee......'' I say with my face in my hands.

''Hum......no.'' He simply says, now fully aware that none of what he would announce will make me feel any better.

It's now my turn to pinch my nose in absolute disappointment. Great, just...perfect.

''Is it going to give me the urge to go on a rampage for a mate or something?'' I ask disheartened.

He rolls his eyes at me.

''No...Alzenia, heat does not mind control you or make you astutely retarded. It only makes mating a lot more appealing, but it is very much manageable.'' He says a little more relaxed.

Ok if he called me indirectly retarded it's because I must really be overreacting. I breathe to try and calm my nerves.

''How do you manage them anyway?'' I ask, out of energy.

''Well there are many ways, one being learning to control yourself better, and others involve potions to suppress it and such.''

''Does my human part affect any of this?''

''Yes it does in a way, they may last less long, but sometimes are worse because it is harder to control instincts that aren't in line with human ones.'' He looks a little sorry for me.

''So, if I'm less than a quarter demon should it be less bad?'' I ask.

He looks incredibly conflicted at that very moment. Is it another bad news? Whatever, I'm a physically walking bad news at this stage so I should just learn to roll with it.

''Oh spit it out already, I know there is something else I haven't expected that plays into this.'' I tell him very flatly.

His face becomes visibly less scrunched up and he responds.

''You are more demon than you think, my magical mark unfortunately ensures that. '' He had the audacity to look bashful.

I sigh gruffly. ''How much?''