The Affair (Wanda Maximoff)

chapter nine

We started the movie IT in the living room. It was around 1am by the time we started and I was still surprised that Wanda had agreed to even stay to watch a movie with me. I feel good when I'm around her, she's different in a good way. I also really like talking to her even if she is my professor it doesn't weird me out. It's normal and comfortable being together. I would be lying as well if I said I didn't have a little crush on her but I doubt she even likes me like that.

It starts to get a little cold so I go to my room and grab us both sweatshirts to wear. I come back and she's snuggled up into the blanket with Kai now laying in her dog bed on the floor. "Here catch!" I throw her my maroon basketball sweatshirt as I put mine on before I sit down. "Thank you not going to lie it's a comfy sweatshirt might have to "accidentally" steal it!" She turns and looks at me while saying that. I role my eyes at her while grabbing the blanket that was on her to share so we are closer. "Well maybe you don't want that sweatshirt considering it says Bennett and the number 3 on the back of it. Don't think your wife would appreciate that." I started laughing and she started to blush and laugh with me. "Mmm you're smart probably not the best idea. I'll just grab another one before I go." She smirks and I smile back at her.

We put our attention back onto the movie. A scary part is coming up and I know it since i've seen the movie a few times. She knows something is coming up so she slowly grabs my arm with her hands and pulls me closer to her. Her grip keeps getting tighter as her body starts to mold with mine. Obviously I don't mind I just keep letting her hold onto me cause I think what she's doing is adorable. I can tell she needs this because of her grip on my arm. Her head is inching closer towards my face as she's trying to hide her eyes but at the same time watch the tv. Right before the scare I lean down towards her ear and say, "boo." She jumps and grabs onto my neck putting her head in between my shoulder blade and neck. I start laughing as I rub her legs up and down. She slowly backs away and as she does she's still holding the back of my neck. I stop moving my hand and just rest it there moving my thumb in circles. Our faces are inches apart and the only thing I want to do right now is kiss her. But it's so wrong and I know that. But at this moment it feels so right and is all i'm thinking about. Our eyes mirror each other as we look from each other's eyes to lips. Wanda licks her lips and I grip her thigh tighter as my hand slowly roams her legs. She tightens her hand on the back of my neck and slowly pulls me down to her mouth. This anticipation is killing me and I can't stand it anymore. I grab her thighs and lay her down on the couch so now I'm hovering over her and I press my lips to hers. I could tell Wanda was taken back by my actions but immediately sunk into the kiss. I grazed my tongue on the bottom of her lip asking for permission and she granted it and my tongue darted into her mouth wanting to taste every bit of her. As Wanda and I kissed aggressively her one hand messed with my hair bunching it up and forcing me down closer to her while the other touched my abs over and over again. I had one hand around her neck rubbing her jawline and the other was rubbing up and down her thigh.

After a while we had to separate for air so I slowly inched away and laid my forehead on hers. As I stopped kissing her I realized what I had just done and started internally panicking. She's married and my teacher how...why did I just do that! I think she saw the panic on my face because she grabbed my cheeks and tried to get my attention back onto her. "Hey Brooklyn what's wrong?" I finally made eye contact with her and slowly got up off of her body. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have kissed you. You're married and my professor this is wrong on SO many levels." I say panicking and combing my hands through my hair. "Hey hey look at me please. Was what we did wrong..yes but I haven't felt this happy in a long time. Being with you makes me happy. Seeing your stupid face makes me smile. This wasn't a mistake!" I look at her confused on how she just said that right now. "I like you I do don't get me wrong but this is wrong Wanda and you're going to regret it I already know it. I think you should leave before anything else happens. You're married we can't do this no matter how much I like you." Her face frowns almost like she's on the verge of tears. "Brooklyn please-." I quickly cut her off, "Wands please you're hurting cause your marriage is falling apart but this shouldn't have happened i'm sorry. I just- we can't and trust me it pains me to say that because I haven't been able to stop thinking about you. But this could get ugly bad if someone finds out. So we just need to go back to our professional relationship. It's my fault I should have never called you to come get me i'm sorry." Wanda comes up to me and hugs me while she whispers, "don't blame yourself. Just know I like you to and i'm still always here for you Brooklyn." I step back and smile at her as she turns around and walks out my door.

Did I do the right thing or did I just possibly ruin something that could of been amazing? Either way it was a bad idea she's my professor and married it would have never worked.