Marvel Smut and One-shots

Dear Marvel

A/n: This was a little random but I felt like maybe some of you could relate

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Dear marvel,

I wish to spite you for the the storm you bring, I can't, for I love you because of the light you point me to. The world you've created let's me experience a brief taste of ecstasy and the stories are ones I can only ever hope to fantasize about. I've stumbled into love with beautiful assassins, stupid billionaires, old men and villains all because of you. And at times I think I loathe you because I'll never know them, their favorite colors and what makes them laugh. Worse is they'll never know that even just their fabricated existence makes this life bearable.

Sometimes, I smile until my cheeks hurt when I think of all the places you could take me but then I remember... It pushes me a little too near reality, as much as I grow lost in superheroes and fantasies, ultimately it's fiction.

So despite being one of the best things in my life, you also shove me into one of the worst ; The agony of facing what's real and what's not.

Every time I rewatch a movie, reread a comic, it's bittersweet because I'm getting further attached to a world that will never be mine.

At some point I'll have to let go and as all things will, your stories too will continue on without me.

I can't say farewell just yet, although I wish I had it in me to.

So thank you for the wistful dreams and beautiful memories,

-Vi