I woke up feeling sick and weak. I was laying down while Jack was laying on my chest with his hand on my boob. I tried to move to go to the bathroom to get some cold medicine.
But Jack started to groan, "baby stop it" he said moving to his side of the bed "baby ion feel good. I feel weak" I said getting up to go to the bathroom "im sorry come here-" he was cut off by me slamming the bathroom door to throw up
"Are you ok? My god" he said as he held my hair back while looking away in disgust. " come on baby let's get you cleaned up" he said flushing the toilet. And putting the seat down for me to sit on it as he gave me a cold rag to wipe my face and brushed my teeth
He then picked me up and laid me down on the bed and tucked me into the bed. "Here you go are you ok?" He asked as he gave me some water and a bucket. " yeah I just feel sick & weak" I said
"Wait Jackman, I'm late on my period" i said remembering "oh shit" he said running his fingers through his hair "im sorry babe" I blurted out "its not your fault it'd be mine if anyone is at fault. Don't blame yourself " he said reassuring me "im gonna go get you some soup and pregnancy tests" he said
"here you go, i love you" he said passing me a bucket just in case i throw up again "thank you, i love you more" i said as i kissed him on his cheek
i laid down in my thoughts
' am i ready to be a mother?'
'is jack gonna leave me if i'm pregnant?'
'where am i gonna give birth?'
'me and jack are only 23, and we don't need this right now'
i snap out of my thoughts and start to watch tv to get my mind off of this. a couple minutes pass by until i hear jack, already? "im back, here you go baby" he said walking into our room as i grabbed the bag "can you come with me? im lowkey scared" i said
"of course" jack said following me. i opened the box and opened the little wrapper and the cap then went to pee on it. i did all 5 of them. i washed my hands and sat next to jack on the floor. he was scrolling through tik tok
"we gotta look at it, niyah, lets stop avoiding it, no matter what it is we're gonna be alright" he said as he helped me up "all positive" i said under my breath yet loud enough for him to hear. i was avoiding even looking at him for a reaction
"baby we're gonna be parents" he said jumping up and down smiling as i stand there confused "you're not mad? i know you want daughters but i didnt think you'd be happy because of how young we are" i said looking at him crazy. "wait i didnt ask you, would you wanna keep it?" he asked bringing me close to him
"yeah i believe we could make a happy home" i said smiling at him "i love you niyah" he said "i love you jack" i responded
