deyja's pov
JULY 16TH, 2019, ATL.
i was deep cleaning/ packing my apartment to move to florida in 3 days. i was folding clothes while listening to music to try and get jack off of my mind. ugh im really gonna miss him, im sick of him and his games but in the end i really care about him. he just isnt sure of what he wants.
i want him but he always says he wants to experience more life before he gets into a relationship and i understand and respect that but whenever we hang out we end up fucking or just acting like a couple. i get him out of my head while i put more of my clothes into boxes. i just stopped for a second. i have to see him before i leave
i call him just for it to go to voicemail "hey jack, please let me know, what typa voodo magic trick i gotta do, in order to see you before i leave this state, just let me know whats the procedure to book an appointment with you, bye" i said laughing a little bit. i've known jack since high school and we just both moved to atl, such a coincidence.
i went back to folding my clothes, not thinking about him as much. i got a text on my phone from jack i got a little excited, the text read "im outfront" i got so excited and started to put my crocs and opened my door and went downstairs and through the door to see jack leaning on his car in some grey swats and a white tee on his phone.
"wassusp, why'd you come by?" i asked hugging "i wanted to talk to you before you leave, i got your voicemail." he said " come on let go inside" i said. we went upstairs and into my apartment then into my room. " so, i wanted to talk to you about us really, i apologize for playing with your feelings, i just didn't know my own. i truly owe a lot to you and im done with the games and i want you " he said
"i forgive you but im about to move 4 hours away and i dont know how that gonna work jack, like im not gonna hop into a long distance. i really do want to be with you but i dont know how that'd work and with you wanting to experience more life, somebody is gonna take my spot while im in florida, and i dont wanna hold you back from nothing great that could be meant for you" i said
"dont talk like that when you know the outcome of it all" he said back " whats the outcome cause i dont know" i asked " you're gonna try and stay here because i know we're gonna end up together somehow, the only thing thats stopping us is time and life" he said "so when life and time ends is when we're gonna be together?" i asked sarcastically. "when time and life is ready for us , and if they're never ready for us we'll work around it."
"really?" i straddled him and held his face and leaned in to kiss him "how about we make the best of these couple of days and then see how we could work. i want you jack and whatever you're down for im right behind you" i said looking in his eyes "like you said, let makes the best of these few days" he said.
"come help me pack" i said "so you really leaving me" "boy please" we both laughed
to be continued.....
