And It Was All Me

the girl in your heart and the one in mine

She is everything i am not
So beautiful, her long hair blowing with the wind
You like her better don't you, you always did
I was holding onto nothing, a place holder
Gripping the fabric of your shirt, i try to ask you to stay
Five more minutes, i won't ask for more
I will be happy with the table scraps, i will be quite
I will be what you want, or so i wanted to say
But i have found my worth and a honest lover in me
And she won't let me be the second best, the one you settle for and push around to your liking
Because she knows her worth and she knows herself best, because i love myself
And i will love myself whether you choose to love me or not
Because i make the standards for who stays in my life and who walks out
And if you cant give to me the way i give to my lovers
Then please take the door, its the easiest way out of this mess
Its the least heartbreak you can offer me
Walk out instead trying to change my heart and my worth in myself
Because your opinion is none of my concern
And i have learnt to be the best to myself before anyone else, because i will always be all i have at the end of the day
And i am happy about that