And It Was All Me

lungs

You are like a bad habit
Like the alcohol in my lungs
And the arsenic mixed in with the kisses you stole from me
Pushing my heart off the cliff, you crashed your desires onto my body and never asked what is it that i wanted
So i let you lead my dance and follow you as you take me because i hate you, and i hate every touch you grace my skin with
But i love the attention, the tension, the sparks between us before we finally fall into each other all over again
I like the pain of being around you and the way you choke me slowly, little by little