And It Was All Me

are you to blame?

I wonder if it was you who broke me so bad that i seek to fill the voids in my life by unlovable men
Or was i always broken
Born with a heart unable to hold another
I wish i could blame you for it all so i wouldn't have to look any deeper into my soul
So i could swallow the hate that i feed myself in the name of you
But you were a lover, you wouldn't be so mean
I am making excuses again aren't I ?