And It Was All Me

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I always seem to be so behind my todo list
One task done fifteen looking me dead in the eye
Oh no i messed up again
The deadline was 5 weeks ago
And the cheese has rotten on my desk
My arm feel like its falling off my spine
And my head is too heavy to focus on the task open in my mind
My laptop keys seem to be missing, but they were there a minute ago
And vines grow out of the cracks in my skull
And my hair replaced with the tangles of rope
And my eyes blurred like my old phone camera
I cant seem to get it together
All i do is break it apart
I am lost
I feel incompetent