And It Was All Me

i built a boat to reach you, but it sank before it touched the shore

I found your old email account today
And i wrote to you
In hopes of hearing from you again
In hopes of being around you for a minute more
I imagined what you would do if you saw my mail, i imagined how you would reply to it
I imagined us catching up
I wrote us a new storyline
But at the back of my head i knew you don't really use that account anymore
But i prayed that you did
I prayed that you saw my name pop up onto your screen and wondered how fate brought us together again
I hoped you missed me just as much
But these were all in my head
Everything made up
All of it a lie