𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐙𝐨𝐞̈ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐁-𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐔𝐄

CHAPTER 8

WARNING ; MENTIONS OF BDSM

Y/N's POV

"Y/N no wait!" It was too late when she talked , You already saw the adult toys such as butt  plugs , Whips, floggers , gags , vibrators , ropes and others

"I-I'm sorry , Sorry" You nervously said before backing up "Wait Y/N , I-It's not what it looks like" She said while trying to stand up which made her almost fall , luckily you catched her

"I never thought you'd be into this stuff" You mumbled , You weren't trying to insult her or anything , You were just confused but Hange took it the wrong way and started to get upset "Well, it has something to do...with my past" She said as the two of you sat on the edge of the bed

"Uh do you want to talk about it?" You asked while reaching out to place your hand over hers but she immediately moved it away , Tears started to stream down her face "No , I- I can't" She said while sobbing

"T-this was a mistake, I- We shouldn't never had done this" She said which made you gasp , You felt a little feeling of pain in your chest

"but-" " You should get going
Y/N , what happened here stays here and you should forget everything about us" She said while pushing you away "You can get your clothes in the bathroom where you left it" She said while putting on some clothes

You didn't have any choice but do what she said, She was clearly mad of what you've found out about her

You changed and went out without uttering any words. Thoughts about what you saw started to flood your mind

Finally , You arrived at your apartment. "Y/N?! where have you been?!" Armin said out loud the moment you've entered. You checked your watch to see the time and it's already six in the evening , You knew that Armin would get worried yet you just weren't in the mood to explain , and they can't know about what happened earlier

"Just played on the court , Gonna go rest now" You lied and went straight to your room

You sat on your chair, infront of you was your laptop

You couldn't stop thinking about what you discovered earlier If she was into those stuff, She could've just told me , But She isn't obligated to since I'm just her student who also happened to be her fling

You searched about BDSM to learn more about it but a question kept on popping into your head

why? , Why do I want to gain knowledge about these things? Is it because of her?

You continued to read about it until you decided to take the test

After half an hour of filling out the questions which were provided , You finally got the results

on top was 100% Sadist , and the lowest you've got was 20% submissive

"From my observations from earlier, I think Hange's a submissive" You whispered to yourself before going to bed

Why was she upset when I saw her toys? It's not like I'm gonna judge her or anything

You didn't notice yourself falling asleep in deep slumber.

"Y/N, Wake up. Your alarm has been ringing since five minutes ago , geez" Armin stated whilst shaking you as an attempt to wake you up

"What? why?" You're still half asleep. Armin kept on shaking you until you fully woke up

"It's Monday smarty-pants , Now get your ass out of there!" He said before walking out , slamming your door shut.

You sat up and leaned against the headboard

shit it's monday, That means I'm gonna see her

Although you really want to talk it out with Hange , You're not sure if she wants the same thing. You knew you had to consider how she also feel. You can't force her to explain when she really doesn't want to talk about it

You debated with yourself wether you should attend school today or not but in the end , You ended up getting ready for school anyways

"Armin, Kasa , Wanna ride with me to school?" You asked the two as the three of you ate "Ah Eren's picking me up and I think Armin's headed to Annie's and walk her to school" Mikasa replied

Great, And I thought I wouldn't be alone and think about our current situation

"Oh okay" You said while standing up and placing your plate in the sink "I'm off then" You said while walking out

You played with your keys as you walked towards your car in the parking lot

As you went inside your car and started the Engine , You remembered that you'd drive past Hange's place and the last thing you wanted was to vividly remember what happened yesterday

You drove quietly as you played your favourite song on the player , Your mind was still thinking how she would react if she saw you on campus

"It's fine , she's gonna be leaving after two months anyways , I can pull this off" You mumbled to no one , trying to persuade yourself that it'll be alright if she's gone but you knew well that it wouldn't , and that you'd miss her even if you only had a few interactions and intimate scenes

"Oh god who am I kidding!" You thought out loud as you drove by the drive thru for some coffee

For a short amount of time you arrived school and as you got out of your car , You were greeted by Ymir

"Hey chick girl , Who were you with yesterday? Huh? Thought I saw you with some brunette?" She teased

Oh shit , Shut the fuck up Ymir . She saw me with Hange but I'm glad she couldn't figure out who it was

"Yeah you did, Whatever" You unenthusiastically replied , As you walked towards the entrance and she followed from behind

Although Ymir was your trusted friend, You're just too embarrassed to admit that you had a hook up with your substitute teacher

It wasn't very appropriate and it violated so many laws . There's also so many negative effects to this when someone , even your most trusted friends found out

You were walking in the middle of the hallway, receiving greetings from most of the students that you walked past

But something unexpected happened next

Well shit , so much for not anyone knowing