Y/N's POV
"A-are you serious? You're joking right H-Hange? , I mean
we—This must be a prank" You were on the verge of tears by what you've just found out , Trying so hard to hold those tears back.
"I'm soo sorry Y/N , I really am. S-sorry" She said before walking off
"T-that blonde guy, M-Moblit is her ex and-" You mumbled to yourself. You didn't want to cry
just because you've lost her, Just because she gotten back with her ex but it still hurts , You were broken before she came into your life and she left you like that again, Or maybe even worst
"Well shit" You whispered before walking back to your car
When you entered your car , Armin was still in the grocery which gave you the opportunity to build a facade , An act that you could show them that your fine and it was nothing
"Y/N!" He said while peeking trough your window "Hey couz" You replied "Can You help me with these?" He said while showing you multiple plastic bags in his hands , it's more than he could even carry
"Oh sure" You said before exiting your car and giving him a hand , You carried five of the bags in both of your hand and placing it on the back. Armin then placed the two remaining bags and went to the passenger's seat.
Right after you closed the door , You noticed someone looking at you from afar , It was none other than Hange but you decided to ignore it.
Why would she spy on me right after breaking my heart....again
You mentally rolled your eyes and walked to the drivers seat.
"Fuck" You whispered under your breath as you and Armin entered your apartment "Hey , I'll just place these here. I need to go to Ymir's" You said and Armin replied to you with a 'yes'
You took a quick shower , Crying your eyes out. You've hold it long enough and you felt as if the pain
just worsened.
"Fuck!" You whispered before punching the wall, Causing your fist to bleed. What can you do? You were just so angry.
Your greatest fear was betrayal and abandonment which no one knew. Hange Zoë made you experience your greatest fears but you couldn't just bring yourself to hate her.
"Why did I even allowed you to fool me" You said to yourself before puting some clothes on
You wore an oversized (F/C) shirt and some cargo shorts and slipped on your Yeezy slides
You dialed Ymir's number but she wasn't answering so you decided to just go to their place
You were outside their door but you heard some audible moaning from Hisu
"Talk about wrong timing" You whispered but you couldn't care less and still knocked. "Coming!" Ymir grunted
"Y/N! What the heck are y- She said just after opening the door. Her facial expression softened after seeing you , Your eyes were puffed , Nose red and fist still bleeding. "Y/N? Did you cry or something? Hey what's wrong?" Historia said with her soft voice
"Y-Ymir , Hisu—F-fuck" You said before crying again "Hey , hey what's wrong?" Ymir sais before ushering you in
FLASHBACK
"Hey Hange" You said while waving. She walked over to where you were, Her facial expression was unreadable. "Y-Y/N , What brings you here?" She asked but you didn't answer
"H-Hange , why did that blonde kissed you?" You asked in monotone , Hange's eyes widened "Y-You saw that?" She asked and you nodded "W-who is that guy?" You continued to ask her even if you knew it would only cause you pain "His name's Moblit and...He's my ex" She said while looking away from you
You knew that this was the part where you're gonna get hurt but you still stayed , you wanted to listen , You wanted an explanation , You Deserved an explanation
"And then? Why'd he kissed you?" You asked "Y/N look we- we got back together. I r-realized that I—still love him" Hange managed to squeak the last part.
"A-are you serious? You're joking right H-Hange? , I mean
we—This must be a prank" You were on the verge of tears by what you've just found out , Trying so hard to hold those tears back.
"I'm soo sorry Y/N , I really am. S-sorry" She said before walking off
END OF FLASHBACK
You told them everything as
you continued to cry within the comfort of your two most trusted friend. You were at the most vulnerable state that you could ever be. "Shhh Y/N it's fine , Your gonna be ok" Hisu whispered. "Why? Am I not enough? Why did she made me f-fall so hard!" You ranted.
"Y/N , Pull yourself together man, just let her see that it doesn't affect you. Act as if the two of you never meant something to each other! You can do this!" Ymir said "B-But I can't" You whined
The rest of the night , Ymir and Hisu gave you a pep talk and continued to cheer you up by making you laugh and entertaining you.
But in the end , Your still broken , Hurt and betrayed and nothing can change that...
For now
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