2 Oh God; again?

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WARNING:
mentions of thinking of self harming and panic attack
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Outside Ranboo's house
6am

(Tubbo pov)

I simply sighed. I couldn't bring myself to knock.
Ranboo saw me through the window.
"Tubbo?" He asked.
I looked at him and waved.
"You okay?"
I shook my head.
"Come on in. Give me a second."
Ranboo disappeared. I felt dumb for nor knocking like a normal person. Ranboo opened the door.
"Mum is away. Come in!" Ranboo smiled.
"Thank you Ranboo." I said, faking a smile.
"Sit. You look sad." Ranboo locked the door.
"Yeah. It- it don't matter. Are you okay?" I asked, rubbing my arm.
"Bad now that you are upset and won't tell your platonic husband." Ranboo said.
"It doesn't matter." I said.
"Come on. Look, if I tell you about my dad will you tell me this?" Ranboo asked.
"I- I don't- I don't know." I said. "Mine is probably way worst and I don't want to upset you with it."
"Tell me!"

!panic attack!

I felt my breathing pick up. I couldn't look at Ranboo. Tears started to build in my eyes.
"Tubbo?" Ranboo asked.
"I- I can't- can't breathe-" I said.
"Tubbo?" He rubbed my back. I undid the top button of my shirt,  but it didn't help me breathe.
"Tubbo, can you tell me your favourite colour?" Ranboo asked.
"G- green."
"Favourite animal?"
"Bee."

!panic attack over!

"Name of your twin?" Ranboo asked.
"Tommy." I answered.
"Best friend?"
"You Ranboo." I smiled at him.
"Thank you Tubbo." Ranboo smiled at me. He handed me a pillow. "Now, tell me what is on your mind."

!Mentions of thinking about self harm!

I sighed. "Did- did dad tell you-"
"Yep. I know what you wanted to do." Ranboo said.
"Would you dislike me if I told you I kinda thought about it again?..." I hid my face in the pillow.
"Tubbo..." Ranboo patted my back.

(Ranboo pov)

I couldn't believe it. Why? Why would he think that? Both things. That I would hate him and- why would he want to hurt himself?
"Tubbo, I don't dislike you." I said.
"Sure?" He looked at me, tears in his eyes.
"100%. I just want to talk about the- the thoughts." I looked at him, concern on my face. "Why?"
"Partly the bullies. They said I should do it. And- and I don't know... I just feel like I should. Should I?" He looked at me.
"No, Tubbo. You shouldn't."
"Are you angry that I thought I should?"
"No! I'm not angry. I just want to talk. Sometimes it is easier to talk to a friend than a sibling or parent." I said.
Tubbo sighed. "But what if you don't care and don't-"
"Tubbo." I looked at him. He looked back at me, a few tears building in his eyes. "I do care. I know that, you know that, we all know that. I'm your best friend; you can tell me anything."
Tubbo wiped his eyes, just for more tears to come.
"Sure?" He asked.
"Positive."
"Well, I was really tempered to, you know."
"But why?"
"I- I have no idea." Tubbo sighed.
"Voices maybe?" I asked.
"Maybe."
"How about we go do something fun!" I suggested.

!trigger over!

"Like what?" Tubbo asked.
"How about the arcade? That could be fun."
"Sure!" Tubbo smiled.
"Wanna go get Tommy?"
"Okay! Let's go Ranboo!"

Tommy and Tubbo's room
7am

(Tommy pov)

I was on the phone to Dream. Dam, is he annoying.
"YOU SELF OBSESSED-" I yelled.
"TOMMY!" Techno shouted for me to come down. Dream started laughing from down the phone.
"I win!" He said.
"SHUT UP! I will be back!" I ended the call and ran downstairs.
"Hellllllooooooo?" I asked.
"Hi!" Wilbur smiled.
Ranboo and Tubbo were talking with Phil.
"Argh, why is he here?" I asked, pointing at Ranboo despite knowing it was rude.
"Wow, you won't be saying that when you find out why." Techno laughed.
"TOMMY! Ranboo is taking us to the arcade!" Tubbo smiled.
I smiled.
"I still hate him but I guess he is a bit better." I laughed.
"Honestly." Tubbo rolled his eyes.
"Now come on! You are all slow! Lets go!" I grabbed Tubbo and Ranboo's arms and ran out side.

Short one
Kinda.

Sorry about the technological issues, we are back now!

Hope you all enjoyed.

(Lol, I don't think Ranboo taking Tommy and Tubbo to the arcade is a good idea)

As always,
Have a great day/night!

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