The Minecraft Brothers 3 - Luck

23 Questions

Tw: panic attack, mentions of panic attack, mentions of self harm

The next day
The park
11am

(Tubbo pov)

I never went home last night. Tommy got us some clothes and things but I never went. I wasn't ready to confront Dad. He was going to be so mad.

We were having a picnic with all of our friends. I was doing a good job of hiding my bandages. Well, so I thought.
"Hey Tubbo?" Dream said.
"Yeah..." I said.
"Can we talk? We can go over there." He pointed at the woods.
"Sure..." I stood up.
"Can I come?" George asked.
"Sorry Gogy, but you probably shouldn't." Dream patted George's head and walked over to the woods.
"HA HA YOU LOVE EACH OTHER!" Sapnap yelled.
"NO!" George blushed.
I walked off. I wasn't getting involved in that.
"So, what happened?" Dream asked.

Tw: mentions of self harm

"I'm sorry, I don't follow." I said.
"Your arm." Dream said.
"Oh! My arm, ha ha, funny story." I said, rubbing the back of my neck nervously.
"I could take a guess." Dream frowned.
He knew, he knew, he knew.
"Really? You'll- You'll never guess! It is so strange and really improbable." I stepped back a bit. Dream leaned against a tree.
"Really Tubbo? I'm not stupid." Dream said.
"I-"
"Why?" Dream asked.
"You don't even know what happened!"
"You did self harm Tubbo! It is so obvious! The random bandages when you were fine yesterday, the nervousness, the wearing jumper on a stupidly hot day! Tubbo it is so obvious!"
I sat on the floor.
"Tubbo, why?" Dream sat opposite me.
"I- I don't want to tell you." I said.
"That's fine. Absolutely fine. Just tell someone, okay?" Dream put his hand on my shoulder. "Your strong. Not many people can escape death twice."
I nodded. "I- I don't feel strong." I said.
"We don't always feel strong that doesn't mean you're not strong." Dream smiled. "Good talk?"
"Good talk." I nodded.
"Come on. Let's go back to the group."
"I don't want to." I said.
"Why?" Dream looked concerned.
"They're gunna ask questions." I said.
"Don't worry. I'll help you if it gets uncomfortable." Dream helped me up and we walked back over.

Tw: over

"You okay?" George asked.
"Yep. Thanks Gogy." Dream sat next to George.
"ARGH! Stop with the love. Yuck!" Sapnap laughed.
"Argh, shut it." George rolled his eyes.
"Hug George?" Dream hugged George. George blushed.
"Hey Tubbo, what happened to your arm?" Fundy asked.
"Yeah, what happened?" Wilbur asked.
I just sat there.

Tw: Panic attack

I started to breathe heavier. I started to cry.
"I-" I couldn't say anything. I couldn't breathe.
"Is he okay?" Sapnap asked.
"I don't think so?" Wilbur replied.
"He's having a panic attack!" Ranboo yelled. He held my hands.
"Tubbo, can you hear me?" Ranboo asked.
I nodded.
"Can you tell me something you are touching?"
"Y- I'm hol- holding y- your ha- hand." I said.
"Can you tell me anything you see?"
"It's- It's all a b- blur." I said.
"Okay." I looked like Ranboo nodded. "Any colours that you see?"
"Er- You a- are white and- and black. Wi- Wilbur is i- in yel- yellow. I- I don't know-"
I started to cry even more.
"Okay, calm down. That's okay. What can you hear?" Ranboo asked.
"I c- c- can hear y- you. I can h- hear b- be- bees. Um- I- I- I can h- hear my- my c- crying." I couldn't think or hear anything else.
"Good, good. Well done, they are all correct." Ranboo said. "You are doing amazing. Well done." Ranboo sat next to me and put his arm around me. I cried into his shoulder.
"Okay, can you tell me things you can see?" He asked.
I looked around. My tears made everything blurry.
"It- It is al- all to bl- blurry st- still." I said.
"That's fine, don't worry. That is a hard question. How about some more colours you can see?" Ranboo rubbed my back.
"Gr- green. B- blue. I- I can s- see Fundy's- Fundy's orange h- hair. Red an- and white b- blan- blanket." I said.
"Amzing! Well done Tubbo!" Ranboo smiled. I felt myself smile a bit.
"Ready to tell me if you can see anything?" Ranboo asked. I nodded
"I can s- see you. T- Tommy a- an- and his c- compass. My co- compass. Wilbur's guitar. Dream hug- hugging George." I looked at Ranboo. He smiled at me.
"Well done Tubbo. All correct." Ranboo held my hand again. "Feeling better?"
I nodded. "Yeah, I do." I wiped some tears away. "Thank you."

Tw: over
Tw: mentions of panic attack

"What- what just happened?" Fundy asked.
"He had a panic attack when you asked him the questions." Tommy rubbed my back. I smiled at him. He smiled back.
"Let's just not ask what happened." Ranboo said.
"Or Tubbo could stop being do secretive and tell us things!" Wilbur yelled.
"Wilbur! Back down." Fundy said.
"Come on. We are his friends and family. We are the people he is closest to and he is keeping secrets." Wilbur said.
"STOP!" I yelled.
"What happened Tubbo? If I don't get it out of you, dad or Techno will."
"Just leave me alone!"
"Tubbo! What happened?"
"WILBUR LEAVE ME ALONE!" I ran off.
"Tubbo!" Ranboo and Tommy ran after me.

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