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Tw: mentions of attempting self harm
Doing self harm
Blood

(Angst)

Ranboo's house
9pm

(Ranboo pov)

Tubbo was sleeping, his head resting on my shoulder. Tommy was punching my other arm for some reason.
"Can you stop?" I asked, turning to look at Tommy.
"Fine. Is Tubbo up?" Tommy asked.
"Nope. Fell asleep on me again." I laughed.
"Argh." Tommy faced away from me.
"

Are you okay?" I asked.
"No. Now leave me alone."
"Tommy, what's up?"
"Just stop this! Being all kind to everyone! We know you don't care that much for us!" Tommy moved up a seat to get away from me.

Tw: mentions of self harm

"Tommy, what are you talking about?" I asked.
"You are always being so nice to Tubbo and making me seem like a bad twin. FOR CRYING OUT LOUD YOU, YOU, WHERE THE ONE WHO GOT HIM TO STOP ATTEMPTING SELF HARM!" Tommy ran out the room.
I layed Tubbo down on the sofa, being careful not to wake him, and followed Tommy to the spare room. He was sat on the bed crying.
"Tommy?" I asked.
"Leave me alone Ranboo. Go back to you 'Platonic husband'." Tommy scoffed.
"Tommy, I care for you too." I sat next to him and brought him into a hug. He tried to act like he didn't like it, but he just sat there and let me do it.
"But why? All I do is insult you." Tommy said.
"Your a good guy." I smiled. "Yes you did take me to the park just to beat me up once but you felt threaten. Unsafe. I understand. And yes I did stop Tubbo form doing self harm, but if you notice, he didn't stop properly. He still attempted it again." I said. "Your trying and that is all that matters. Your twins. Tubbo doesn't stop talking about you. He cares. I care."

(Tommy pov)

I juat sat there in Ranboo's arms.
We heard the door open then close a minute later.
"Okay what the hell?" I asked.
"TUBBO!" Ranboo yelled.
There was no answer.
"TUBBO?" I asked.
Again no answer.
Me and Ranboo ran out the room.

Tw: mentions of attempting self harm

Tubbo sat on the floor, a really sharp rock in his hand.
"Leave." He said.
"Tubbo-" I walked closer.
"LEAVE OR I USE THIS ROCK TO HURT YOU AS WELL!" Tubbo stood up.
I took a step back. Ranboo stepped forward.
"Tubbo, we talked. You said you wouldn't do this. Why? Why do you want to do it?" He said.
"I- I will hurt you. Step back!" Tubbo's arm was shaking ad he held the rock out to threaten Ranboo.
"Tu-"
"I WILL! Now leave! Both of you." Tubbo stepped back.
"Tubbo!" I tried to take the rock. The rock flang into the air and Ranboo caught it.
"Give that back! I need it!" Tubbo tried to take the rock off of Ranboo. He punched Ranboo and he dropped the rock. Tubo grabbed it off the floor and ran to the bathroom, locking the door.
"I CAN PICK LOCKS!" I yelled.
"YOU WOULDN'T DARE!" Tubbo yelled back. I saw Ranboo's face fall. He walked up to the door.
"Tubbo?" He said calmly. "Tubbo, I just want to talk to you."
"I- I don't want to talk." Tubbo replied. You could tell he was crying. Ranboo started to cry too.
"Tubbo, please. We can't let tou do this."
"I want to though." We heard him drop the rock. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
"Tubbo, come on. You know we like you." Ranboo started to cry even more.
"Ranboo, you don't." Tubbo said.
"But I do Tubbo. I have been there every time something happened. When you need someone to speak to, I'm there. I went to the hospital with you. I was there for you Tubbo and I'm here for you now. Just please. Even if you don't come out the room, don't hurt yourself. You can keep the rock, you can open the door and pass it to me, I don't care, just please, please don't hurt yourself."
The door unlocked. Tubbo opened it a bit.
"I- I-"
Ranboo hugged him. Tubbo gave me the rock.
"Did-" I went to ask. Tubbo shook his head. I smiled at him. He hugged Ranboo.
"I'm so sorry." Tubbo said.
"Sh. Just- Just don't worry." Ranboo said.
"Can I speak to you Tubbo?" I asked. Tubbo let go of Ranboo and we went to the kitchen. I placed the rock on the sofa and we at the kitchen table.
"You still want to do it, don't you?" I said.
"More than ever." Tubbo said.
"You don't have the rock so you can't." I said. Tubbo just sat there. He had his arms under the table. He looked me in the eye.
"You have the rock." I said. He didn't answer.
"You grabbed it off the sofa."
Tubbo just sat there.
"Hand me the rock."
"No!" He said.
"Tubbo."
"I'm not giving you the rock." He said. "I need to use it."
"To hurt yourself, ha ha, no. I'm not letting you do that." I said.
"I can do what I want Tommy." Tubbo said.
"No. Hand me the rock."
"I'm not giving you the rock!" He ran out of the room.
"TUBBO!" I yelled.
Ranboo came in.
"You let him get the rock." He said.
"It was an accident!"
"It's fine. Now we need to stop him from, you know."
We found Tubbo in the spare room, crying on the floor.

Tw: self harm

The rock was next to him, blood on the tip. We looked at his arm. There was fresh cut with blood coming from it.
"Tubbo..." I said.
I saw Ranboo leave the room crying.
"I'm so sorry." Tubbo said.
I grabbed the rock and dropped it out the window. Tubbo didn't make an attempt to stop me. He just sat there. I sat next to him.
"I'm so, so sorry." He said again.
"It- It doesn't matter right now. We need to clean you up." I said
We left the room and found some bandages for Tubbo's arm. Ranboo finally came back in. Tubbo hugged him.
"I'm so sorry." He said.
"Please. Just don't do it again." Ranboo said.
"I- I can't promise."
Ranboo hugged him tighter.

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