Hey! Guess what trigger there is?
Yep, panic attack!The living room sofa
(I'm sorry, the living room sofa sounds like some sort of horror movie. Why? Not sure. Just thought I'll share that strange thought lol)
4pm
(Tommy pov)
The world and the way it works is one of the strangest things. It is really weird. Sometimes the things we think we understand, we don't.
What I do know, is when things don't makes sense, that is when everything makes the most sense.
I'll explain.
When the whole world around you is beyond your comprehension, a thing or a person you care the most for, makes the most sense.
Okay, that probably makes no sense.
But let's be real.
The world is beyond human comprehension. We will never be able to find out everything. And what we do figure out? That is just a small thing in the endless universe.
But this concept could be used with mistakes.
One mistake you make, is nothing in the grand scheme of things.
Say you put a instead of b in a test.
That little mistake may put you down a bit when it happens, but in the grand scheme of things, it is nothing.But in this moment?
Sitting here with my twin, my other brothers and my mum and dad with our friends couldn't be better.
Yes, it is chaos.
I mean, it would be chaos.
We were planning the second movie.
"WE CAN EDIT IT SO TUBBO GETS HORNS AFTER HE IS KILLED FOR THE SECOND TIME!!" Wilbur yelled.
"Did you even read the books? That is what happens you jerk." Techno sighed.
"Wait what?" Wilbur asked.
"Man, why did you not read the books?" Tubbo asked.
"Give him a break. The books where very long." I added.
"You didn't even read them!! Techno read them to you!" Wilbur complained.
"I'm dyslexic!" Tubbo yelled. "I can't read a 750 paged book!"
"It was 800 pages." Techno said.
"Even worse."
I laughed. "Come on. We just need a good editor." I said.
"We have a professional." Techno continued to scroll through twitter on his phone.
"Okay. Well, we need to plan where we are gunna film the scenes." I said.
"Why are we doing thisssssssss?" Skeppy complained.
"WHY DID YOU BRING SKEPPY AND BADDDD!" Wilbur complained.
"Shut it Molesto!" Techno smiled.10pm
(Tubbo pov)
I woke up. Ranboo had his arm around me and Tommy was leaning on me. Everyone was asleep with some others and in some strange positions.
I felt uncomfortable. There are way to many people.
Why was I suddenly feeling this? I felt like they all hated me.(Tw Panic attack)
I started to panic. Does everyone really hate me? Are they going to try and hurt me?
My breathing picked up. I felt tears start to fall from my eyes.
They hate you. They hate you. They hate you. They hate you. They hate you.
That was it.I heard and could feel Ranboo moving. I felt him rub my back.
"Tubbo?" Ranboo said. "Can you hear me?"
I nodded.
"Can you talk to me?"
I shock my head. There was no way I would be able to talk.
"Are you okay? Nod or shake your head." Ranboo held my hand.
I shock my head.
"Come on Tubbo. You are okay. Ranboo is here."
I nodded. I leaned on him. He played with my hair to calm me down.
Strangely it worked.
"You okay?" Ranboo asked.
I shock my head.
"Want a hug?" Ranboo asked.
Didn't need to ask me twice. I hugged him as tight as I could, resting my head on his shoulder.
"You okay?" Ranboo asked.
I hugged him tighter.
"Come on Tubbo, what's up?" Ranboo asked.Trigger over
I just kept hugging him.
"Tubbo?" Ranboo asked.
"They hate me. They all do." I said. I was still crying and hugging Ranboo.
"Come on. Let's go to your room." Ranboo stood up. I hugged his arm the whole way.
We stood in the middle of the room.
"So, tell me everything." Ranboo said. I just hugged him again.
"Come on Tubbo."
"They hate me... they all. I'm just a stupid Ram." I kept hugging him.
"No your not. They all love you." Ranboo said. "I love you. Your my best friend."
I shock my head.
"What do you mean no?" Ranboo tried to pull me off him. I wouldn't let go.
"Tubbo, look at me." He said.
I finally let go and looked at him.
"What do you mean no?" He asked again. I looked away and wiped my eyes. It was pointless really. More tears started to fall.
"Tubbo I-"
"You hate me... You all do. I know you hate me!" I cried. I felt myself unable to stand. I fell. Ranboo caught me and hugged me.
"I don't Tubbo." Ranboo said as he sat on my bed and helped me sit next to him.
"You hate me more than the word hate can express." I said.
"Tubbo! Stop! You know that's not true!" Ranboo hugged me.
"But-"
"It isn't. You know that. I love you. Your my best friend Tubbo. I've listened to you. I've given advice. I've been there when no one else has! You know I don't hate you."
I started to cry.
"Thank you..." I said. "I- I hope that is all true."
"It is and you know it is." Ranboo said.
I hugged him tighter.DAM Ranboo a good friend.
(It is all friendship. Nothing more. I mean, come on you would help your friend if they had something up, so don't make this weird.)
Gunna get on changing the picture.
Sorry if there is mistakes, I was listening to mask (by Dream) while editing this :)Have a great day/night!
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