Bri

Chapter 12: Despondent

I was so excited to get home today because Mia should be there for her break. While I drove, I listened to whatever played, not really paying any attention as my mind was going crazy imagining the possibilities of spending time with her, finally. It has been far too long since we did anything together, and there is no way I will miss this. I eagerly made my way to our door, dropping my keys before I could unlock the damned thing. When I got inside, I called out for Mia, saying, "Babygirl, I'm home!"

I shut the front door and dropped my bag to the floor without a care. I then looked around our home, searching for Mia, but I could not locate her yet. I checked the living room first, but since she wasn't there, I walked towards our bedroom, which was the only room in this apartment. When I reached the door, it was closed, and that made no sense. We barely shut it as it is, so, without knocking, I opened it. What I saw caused my heart to slowly rip into pieces.

"M-mia...?" I called her name, stuttering, and it felt as if trying to speak was the hardest thing to do.

I thought I called out to my girl, but she never turned around to look at me. Instead, she kept making out with Vivian while straddling her on our bed. She was practically dominating my arch-nemesis just like she would do me, and I felt like I was dying inside. I tried shouting her name again, but like before, no sound was coming out of me. So, I tried to move this time, but I was frozen in place. I had no choice but to watch the scene continue to unfold before my very eyes.

I could feel the tears falling down my face, staining my cheeks, and the moment I heard my girl giggle, it physically pained me. Then, I saw Vivian's hands start to roam over Mia's entire body; pure rage and jealousy filled me. I tried screaming for that bitch to take her hands off MY FIANCÉ, but it was no use... there wasn't anything I could do to stop what was happening...

Mia removed Vivian's shirt and began to kiss down her neck, but I lowered my head when she reached her chest. I can't believe that Mia is voluntarily cheating on me... with Vivian... I don't want to see this anymore... My heart just keeps breaking as each second passes. I want this to end... I would give anything for this nightmare to be over... Suddenly, I heard some movement and voices.

"I want you, Mia. I can't wait to make you mine, to feel your entire body... you belong to me now, forever," Vivian husked as she roughly pulled Mia by her hair into a lustful kiss. I swear to God I was ready to rip her fucking throat out.

"I know, babe. Let me just get rid of Cambria first, and then I'm all yours, I promise," My girl replied to her as she called Vivian 'babe?' I have honestly lost the love of my life, haven't I?

I lifted my head to see Mia, almost fully undressed, standing in front of me. Her eyes were not the same ones I fell in love with; instead, they were pure black, almost demonic-like. This woman in front of me can't be Mia, can it? It looks just like her, though...

"I don't know if you've noticed, but I don't want to be with you anymore. Ever since Vivian kissed me, I knew I didn't love you; we're over," Mia said bluntly, without any emotion to her voice, and I fell to my knees and broke down crying...

I lunged upright, finally awake, and was breathing exceptionally heavy while sweating like no one's business. I knew that I needed a few minutes to calm every ounce of my being after what I just saw. Another fucking nightmare, just great! After calming down, I checked the time ten minutes later, noticing it was noon. This had meant that Mia was already at work. She's probably spending her day with Nina again...

These nightmares are never-ending. Ever since the kiss yesterday, every single time I close my eyes, I end up seeing Mia kissing random girls in different places... or worse, she's kissing Vivian... I wake up crying and feeling like I can't breathe. I wish it would just stop... wait a minute... I wonder if this is what Mia always went through when she had nightmares?