This is not even published yet but I can feel all of you staring at me, wondering. Why? Why did you stop writing this? Where did you go? Didn't we show you that we love this story? All the lovely comments weren't enough? Is it really not important to you?
I've let you down guys. I promised to update every friday. The last chapter was updated in October. So is it really not important to me? Wrong. After almost five months I came back to Wattpad yesterday. And realized this story hit almost 14K views in the meantime. Wow. Almost 14K times this story was opened and probably read. And all the comments you've left there for me, letting me know, I'm doing a good job. And what did I do in return? I dissappeard without explanation. The truth is I love writing. But with all the things going wrong in my personal life, I couldn't bring myself to update because I felt like it's not good enough. Not for you. But with that I also made even a bigger mistake. So i'm truly sorry. I've been dealing with so much preassure from school and I'm having major trouble with my friends. But I'm not writing this so you'd feel sorry for me and forget about how I dissappointed you. I just want to say I'm truly and terribly sorry.
I want to tell all of you guys, that are also dealing with personal trouble - no matter how unhappy you are, never give up on things that you love because you think you won't enjoy them anymore or you'll not be good at them anymore. Never do that! Becuase these are the things that are gonna help you get through it.
And last but not least, as soon as this is updated, I'll go on with writing chapter 10. Thank you guys so much for supporting me I cannot tell you how much it means to me! And I can't promise you things like this won't happen again. I sincerely hope they won't but they can. But I promise you, I will always come back. You don't have to promise me the same. I just want you to enjoy this book no matter when you did, you do or you're going to read it.
Love,
Špela xx
