/Theo's POV/
Painintheass stepsister. That's what she called herself. That was Shailene. The only problem was, she wasn't really pain in the ass to me. At least not anymore. When I first met her, she seemed really annoying and rude, and that's why I really didn't like her at first. We fought alot and couldn't stande eacother. But than it came like a click. Everything changed. First impression is important. And when we first met, Shailene acted really bitchy. But I can't forgot that I also thought how beautiful she was. And a part of me always believed that behind the sarcastic and youcan'ttouchmeandmyfeelings mask lies a wonderful person. And I really tried. To make a connection of any kind. And I succeeded. It came to the point where I was pushing her in the shopping cart all over the parking lot. And she laughed. Shailene Woodley who just months ago claimed that she hates me, laughed and yelled at me at once.
It felt weird. Though I was really happy about her not trying to kill me anymore, I couldn't really put my hand on whatever was going on between us. It felt more than just some kind of a peace offering. It felt like friendship. But do friends normally think of eachother as I did of her? As I watched her walking between the shelves in the mall while she furrowed her eyebrows at her mother's long list, I couldn't help but think about how pretty she looks. I was right. She was special and pretty and a wonderful person. I learned that as we talked. Talked as if nothing ever happened between us. As if we would be friends since always.
But that was like really and terribly wrong. I dated her stepsister. And it felt wrong to think about Shailene that way. Thousand questions were flowing through my head as we walked, shopped and talked. I wondered if things will get more intense now that Sophia will see that me and Shailene are not fighting anymore? I got the feeling she liked it. Lately I often found myself nking how childish Sophia really is. She could be te greatest girlfriend in the world. But on the other side I often felt like she is not really a grown up yet. I couldn't deny that I love her though. It was a messy thing, all of this. I really hope, getting closer with Shailene won't turn out as a bad thing after all.
First: GUYS I AM SO SO SORRY:// I know I haven't updated in a while but school is killing me and I really can't fin time. Anyway I really hope you're not to mad with me and you'll still read. Hope you don't mind if this part is a little shorter I just wanted to show you Theo's view on things. Next one will be longer, promise! Anyway hope I can update soon. Stay awesome!
xx,
Špela