Jisung woke up the next morning and realized that he somehow passed out on the bathroom floor. He looked down at his wrist which was covered in dry blood then stood up and looked into the mirror, noticing how puffy his eyes were from crying.
This is gonna be fun to explain to Minho, Jisung thought sarcastically to himself as he checked the time then decided to take a shower, ignoring the fact that it was only 4 am.
Once he got out of the shower he put on a hoodie and some jeans and laying on his bed. He had absolutely nothing to do since his mom still had his phone and he didn't have a tv or anything in his room. He could go downstairs but he didn't want to risk waking his parents up.
He definitely wasn't going to go back to sleep so he got some paper and attempted trying to write a note to Felix first since he knew he was going to have a more difficult time writing one to Minho.
He had thrown his first five in the trash. He didn't want to make it seem so sad but he also couldn't make it seem like a joke. It was difficult to choose the right way to write everything he wanted to say when he had no idea how to put it in words. And he knew he was going to think of something else and regret not writing it the second he gave it to him.
He sighed, deciding to keep the last one he wrote on his desk as a rough draft.
He looked at the time on the clock sitting on his nightstand and saw that he had to leave for school in about 20 minutes so got up and did his usual morning rutine.
He quietly made his way downstairs and saw his mom in the kitchen already making coffee.
"Who's Minho? Is that who you guilt trapped into being your friend?" His mom asked, holding up his phone causing Jisung to stop.
He really couldn't handle much more of this. He was so tired.
Jisung wasn't sure how to respond. He knew if he said no his mom would accuse him of lying so she continued on without his response.
"He seems worried about you. I guess you're a pretty good actor, huh? Do you really make your life seem that bad?"
"I- I need to g-go to s-school n-now."
"Take your phone back idiot," She said and threw it towards him but luckily Jisung managed to catch it. He was surprised that she was even giving it back in the first place.
"T-thank you."
"I'm only giving it back to you because you're 'friend' was nonstop texting you last night and it was annoying." She rolled her eyes as Jisung nodded in understanding.
"Bye m-mom...love you." He said, getting the usual silence in response.
As he was walking to school he decided to look at all the texts from Minho.
4:28 pm
hi jisung <3
i just wanted to check on you
since you seemed nervous at school
i guess you're still doing that
thing you had to do :((
i hope it's going okay 😅
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Red/Minsung
Fanfiction-vampire au- "Jisung please stop." "If you want me to stop so badly then do us both a favor and just kill me." -TRIGGER WARNINGS- - blood -self harm -suicidal thoughts please do not read if you get triggered by these topics started: 5-21-2021 finis...
