Way Back Home (LiSoo)

Chapter 5

Lisa's POV

It's been a month since Jennie and I had a secret relationship. I know what we're doing is wrong because I'm still in a relationship with Jisoo. I'm a mess. I love Jisoo but I also love Jennie. I've tried to distant myself to Jisoo. I tried to ignore her which obviously hurts her. I've felt really guilty so I tried to make it up to her. Every time I would hang out with Jisoo to make it up to her I see how Jennie gets hurt. I'm on a date with Jisoo but my mind is occupied of Jennie. What if she hasn't eaten yet? Is she angry that I'm with Jisoo again? Jisoo snapped her fingers in front of my face that caused me to turn my attention to her.

"Lisa are you even listening?" she asked with annoyance evident in her voice.

"I'm sorry babe. What is it again?" I said apologetically at her.

She rolled her eyes then crossed her arms on her chest.

"Lisa what really is happening to you? Every time we would go out you're always spacing out. You're with me but your mind is somewhere else. Is there a problem? Tell me. I look like a fool here talking to you but you ain't listening." I sighed then transferred to sit beside her.

"Babe I'm sorry. It's just that, I'm just thinking about somethings. I'm sorry." I said creasing her hand.

"Lisa if you have a problem, you know you can always open it with me, right? I'm always here to listen to your rants in life." she said looking into my eyes. I really can't stand looking straight into her eyes. I feel so guilty. I hugged her tight then kissed her temple.

"I know, I know. It's just that. I don't want you to stress about my personal problems. You're so stressed out with your solo projects that's why I don't want you to get stressed about my problems too. I'm sorry." I said then kissed her cheeks. She hugged me then snuggled at my chest.

"I'm always here for you, okay? If you feel like you can't take it anymore you can talk to me about everything."

I smiled then kissed the top of her head. She's the best girl I've ever known. Yet I still managed to betrayed her.

"I love you." I said hugging her tightly.

She looked up at me and smiled, "I love you too." She sat properly then continued eating.

I sat properly too then took my plate from the other side then continued eating. "Babe?" I called her, she looked up with some sauce on her lips.

I grabbed some tissues and whipped her lips. "you're so messy when you eat." I chuckled then crumpled the tissue in my hand.

"hey! No I'm not!" I giggled at her cuteness

“Babe our anniversary is in three weeks.” I started then she held my hand.

“Can't believe it's been a year since we became official. Time flies so fast.” She said playing with my hand.

“I was planning to book a reservation in a restaurant so we can have a dinner date. Is it okay with you?” I asked interlacing our hand together.

“As long as I'm with you, it's fine with me.” she said smilling sweetly at me.

I smiled at her then we finished our meal. Then drove home.