Way Back Home (LiSoo)

Chapter 15

Lisa's POV

"Jisoo are you pregnant?" I asked.

She didn't answer at me.

I went near her. "Jisoo answer me."

She looked down. "I'm not..."

"If you're not then who's this?" I asked showing her the pregnancy test.

She looked away.

"Jisoo, please... Answer me." I begged as I held her shoulders.

She back down until her back reached the wall.

"Jisoo... Please..." I begged.

She slowly nodded her head not looking at me.

A tear dropped from my eye.

"Is it mine? Did you continue the IVF? I though you weren't ready..." I asked confusedly.

I'm confused, we did have a embryo just waiting to be transfered but she said she wasn't ready yet that why we didn't do the tranfer yet.

She sighed before looking at me.

"I knew how much you wanted to have a baby... I was suppose to surprise you on our anniversary but I'm the one who got a surprise." she smiled sadly at me.

Her words hit me hard.

"I'm sorry..." I couldn't find words to say.

"You're apology can't take away all the pain I'm feeling, Lisa." I said as tears fell from her eyes.

I wiped away her tears.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me... I love you." I said creasing her cheeks.

"You can't love two people at the same time, Lisa. That's not right." she said looking straight into my eyes.

"Then I'll break up with Je--"

"Absolutely, not!" she screamed that took me off guard.

"You already broke me, I can't let you break Jennie too. That's why I never wanted you to know about my pregnancy." she said.

I quickly hugged her. "Please baby, give me another chance." I cried as I hugged her tightly.

"I can't Lisa... You going back to me will result you into hurting some one else. And what assurance can I have that you won't hurt me again?" she asked.

I stared at her and caress her cheeks. "I just need you to trust me."

"That's what I've always did, Lisa. Ever since we started..." she cried.

"I'm tired, Lisa." she said that totally broke my heart.

"Please, one last chance." I cried.

I can't let her go, especially now that were about to have a baby.

She smiled bitterly. "Now that you know about my pregnancy... Don't worry, once I give birth, I'll give you the baby." She smiled sadly.

"No! Jisoo, please... I want to raise this child with you. You're the only woman I dreamed of building a family with... Please... Just one last chance..." I kneeled in front of her.

"Lisa, don't make this hard for me..." she said crying.

I hugged her stomach...

"Please, let's give this baby a complete family... Please, Jisoo... I'm begging you..." I begged.

I really want to give our baby a complete family. And no matter how much I deny it. I love Jisoo more than I love Jennie...

"If I give you a chance, what are you planning to do? What will you do with Jennie?" she asked looking at me.

"I'll tell her what we had was a mistake... I know I'll hurt her. But baby, I was never truly happy when I was with Jennie... My heart and mind still thinks of you... Please..."

She sighed then looked away... After a few seconds she looked at me again.

"Last chance, Lisa. This is your last chance, okay?"

I quickly stood up and kissed her in the lips.

She didn't respond so I stopped kissing her then hugged her.

"I promise... You won't regret giving me another chance." I said then kissed her forehead.

"I hope so, Lisa... I hope so..." she said before burrying her face in my chest.