Way Back Home (LiSoo)

Chapter 8

Lisa's POV

It's been a week since Jisoo caught us. Ever since then she's been avoiding me and Jennie. I tried talking to her but she'll just walk away and ignore me. Jennie then started being more vocal in public. She's become more clingy even though a lot of people can see us. I know it affects Jisoo and I feel so bad for hurting her. Ever since then Rosé also stopped talking to me and Jennie. She'd always stick around Jisoo and I'm glad someone's there to comfort her. I know I broke her too much. We are practicing the dance for our newest song when our manager suddenly stopped us then called us to come near him.

"What happened to the four of you? You all lost your chemistry. You guys are not even moving in sync anymore?"

We stayed quiet. No one dared to speak.

"And you Jisoo, you've been really off. What's happening to you?" Our manager said looking at her.

"I'm sorry oppa." She said looking down.

I feel so guilty. This wouldn't have happen if it wasn't for me.

Our manager left after that. Jennie went to the comfort room. I went near Jisoo, she was facing the wall fixing her stuff so she hasn't seen me yet.

"Jisooya." I called her.

"What do you want?" She said coldly at me.

"Can we talk?" She looked back and faced me.

"There's nothing we have to talk about Lisa." I can see pain in her eyes. And it hurts knowing I'm the reason why she's hurting.

"Please, I want to talk to you." I pleaded and tried to hold her but she backed away.

"Lisa please leave me alone. I don't want to see your face right now." Her voice broke a little.

I looked at her the nodded. The turned around then walked away.

Jisoo's POV

I felt someone walk behind me. I didn't turn around then continued fixing my stuff.

"Jisooya." I didn't need to turn around. I know exactly who it is.

"What do you want?" I coldly answered her while continuing what I was doing.

"Can we talk?" Damn I miss her so much. But a sudden flashbacks came back to my head. Her and Jennie. On our anniversary. I fcking hurts.

I turned around then faced her, "there's nothing we have to talk about Lisa."

"Please, I want to talk to you."  she pleaded and tried to hold me but I backed away. I can't. I'm still hurt from everything that happened.

"Lisa please leave me alone. I don't want to see your face right now." my voice broke. I'm in the urge of crying.

I think she felt that I really didn't want to talk to her. She nodded slowly then turned around to leave.

I miss her. I miss seeing her. I miss hugging her. But everytime I'll see her and Jennie. All the memories come back. I feel like my heart is being stabbed by a thousand knives. I quickly took my stuff and went home.

Our maids greeted me as I arrived. I just greeted them back and quickly ran to my room and released all the tears I've been holding. I saw the picture of me and Lisa which I put on my table. We used to be so happy. I smiled bitterly then cried my eyes out. Hoping that somehow the pain will subside.