anime angst

Cigarettes and Regrets; (Misa Aoi)

idk what this is honestly lol i was bored this can be my own OC bc yes. (My OC is for any anime, so she has different AU outfits and stuff.. like Musician, volleyball, end of the world, basketball, hero, physic, e.t.c.) Again inspired by musicbird bc their story ideas are good. (the picture is not mine, like all of the other ones, but she looks most like Misa out of all the other ones on the internet so yeah)

!! TW: Smoking !!

    Every cigarette she smoked, was lit by a regret. She smoked a lot.  

She lit one. why weren't you there when your sister was in a toxic relationship and needed you? She took a long drag and breathed out through her nose. 

    Slowly she finished it off. Misa walked back inside and sat in her room. She sat and thought of stuff. Completely random things. But, soon she found herself lighting another cigar. your dog wouldn't have gotten run over if you never went on that walk. Misa sighed and brought it to her mouth. 

    Slowly over her years as a collage student she smoked more and more. if you studied you would have passed that test. Smoking so much was affecting her and her grades. Her teeth were slowly starting to rot and she was having trouble focusing in class. 

    Her professor, of course, noticed the focus problems and suggested a tutor for her. Misa wasn't impressed, but when she found out it was her crush since grade school, well that changed her mind. 

    Turns out that Kyoka Tamashiro was the top student in class, and helped younger students study and occasionally high school students as well. Kyoka was good at a lot of things. except for one thing. She was horrible at love. 

    Misa and Kyoka studied together every other night, and Misa found it very helpful, but everyday she would find herself staring at Kyoka when she was teaching, or her mind drifting off to daydreams with them together. 

    Misa's grades gradually went up, and so did her crush on Kyoka.  What went down though? How often Misa smoked. 

'alright.. I'm going to tell her today.' Misa thought as she was walking to Kyoko's dorm. Knock.... Knock. She lightly tapped her fist against the door. When it opened she saw her. It looked like she was dressed up a bit. Kyoka had makeup on and her hair done. She was also wearing a beautiful dress.  

    Misa looked her up and down. "h-hi!" she says in a cheery tone. Kyoko smiled and let her in. The girls were sat down at Kyoka's desk. 

    After about a half hour they had finished studying. "H-hey, Kyoka?" Misa stuttered

"Yes?" Tamashiro replied. 

    "I-I like you.."

"I like you to!"

    "Really?!"

"Yeah! your one of my best friends!"

    "I- nononono I mean like, more than friends."

"O-oh... I'm sorry, I don't feel the same way... I actually have a date tonight with my boyfriend..."

    Misa's heart shattered a bit. "Thats okay! Well, I'll see you on friday for another lesson!" 

"Bye!!!"

    As soon as Misa left the dorm she just stood there. Slowly and reluctantly she walked back to her dorm. She sat on her bed and pulled a cigar pack out of her bedside table. 

If you never told her, you could have stayed close friends. Now, your just acquaintances again. 

OKOK there im doneeeee  kind of a short chapter again, but I'm running out of ideas lol please leave requests for what you want to see!