anime angst

When We Fall (tanjiro kamado)

idk what this is. TANJIRO KAMADO from demon slayer. I know that he would N E V E R kill himself but here we go ig... okok so tanjiro's sister turned into a demon and his entire family is dead. when he meets his dad he turns out to be a peice of crap so tanjirous life kinda sucks. uhm yeah thats all i got lol

!! TW : Suicide !!

    I was walking around, thinking about life. 'my entire family is dead... everyone else has one and is happy.. I want to be happy too...' 

    I pass a cliff. I wondered how many people have jumped off of that. Wait... why did i even think of that? Why would I think of that? It couldn't be.. because I want to.. right? No! not at all! I would never!

    Instead of going back home with Nezuko, I decide to go and sit by the cliff. I stare at everything around me. The trees, the grass, rocks, the sky, anything. Soon Nezuko comes out of her box and sits next to me when the sun goes down. 

    I find myself talking to her. "What do you think would happen if I jumped?" I ask her. She stands up and walks backwards a few steps. She then runs and- Jumps!?!

    I try not to panic, shes a demon after all, she can just comeback to life and come back to me. Yeah I just have to wait!

    I waited almost 2 days for her to come back to me. She never did. 'she regenerates slowly... shes fine' I try to reassure myself. 

    Another 2 days pass. "OKAY! Nope!" I stand up fast and run backwards. I run forewards as fast as possible. Next thing I know im falling. 

   As I'm nearing the ground, I see Nezuko sitting on a rock, almost as if shes waiting for me. She jumps off the side of a rock and grabs me. 'holy crap holy crap holycrap' My mind was racing. I just jumped off of a cliff. 

    We walked up to our house again. Once we reach it.. I start to think of what would happen if she didn't catch me. I could probably land on my feet with little to no harm done, but what if I.. didn't try to land. I just let myself hit the ground. 

    A few days later, im still thinking of this. I see Nezuko sleeping, so I head out to the cliff once more. 

    I look over the edge. I turn around and stap a bit closer. One more step... and I might fall. I smile and take that step back. I'm falling again. But, this time, I'm not filled with fear, or worry to know if my sister is alright. I feel.. happiness. 

    WHAM I hit the ground and my eyes close from impact. everything goes black. Exvept for one space. I run towards it. Faster and faster I get, until I reach there. Next thing I know. I'm standing in the middle of a bunch of disheveled looking people. 'are they.. dead? am i dead?'  I seem to think. An old man guides me to a large building. 

    When we enter he explains to me what is happening right now. I see a large screen and ask about it. He tells me that I can rewatch my death if I would like. I walk up to the screen and see myself falling off the cliff. Then I realize something. 

   People are not like snow or leaves in winter and fall. 

   We do not fall gracefully. 

    "When we fall... we are not beautiful." The old man says

OKOK HIIII again this is sad. I feel the need to write a little of an after life thing because it was too short. hope you enjoyedd (also this story and all of the other stories were written today 0o0 like DAMNNNN I didnt know I could write a whole 9 chapters in less than 24 hours. leave requests pls!!