anime angst

I guess he did need to know iwaoi

I want a sad oikawa bc yes he is another character thats sad. He puts all of the pressure on himself and feels like he can always get better. but whenever he steps even one toe out of line he feels useless and like hes letting his team down. in this AU oikawa's mom died and his dad is abusive because his son is gay. so uhm yeah. im bisexual and non-binary. my mom wasn't supportive of me at all and my dad just didn't care. my mom slowly got better and even bought me a flag but was still not happy about the fact that I like girls too. this is parent switched and dead mom

!! TW: Abuse and Name Calling !!

     I was walking home from school with Iwa-chan. I know Iwa-chan can be a big meanie sometimes, but when it comes to us being alone hes really soft. We went to my house together. 

    Now, my house wasn't much, but it was enough. My house had faded blue sides and paint splaters and a couple dents here and there. Iwa likes to ask about the dents. He doesn't need to know that though. So I just kept quiet. 

      My dad wasn't home yet, which means me and Iwa had the house to ourselves. We went up to my room and watched some alien documentaries and wrestling matches. 

     It was about 5:00 pm when I came down to make dinner. I stepped into the kitchen to see my dad sitting at the table. He glances up at me with a look of disgust in his eyes then looks back down at his phone. 

    My father is a big man. He has dark brown eyes and brown hair, but his is always slicked back. He wears suits so people think that hes important to the town or something. While in reality, hes just a gas station manager. 

"About time you came down. Make dinner." he says sternly.

    I sighed. "yes father." I got out the things to make katsudon. As I was plating the food, my father looked back up at me. "Why are you making 3 plates?? You didn't invite anyone over right?" He says. I gulp. "I- uh- I-Iwa-chans h-here..." I stutter. I look back at him. His eyes are filled with anger. (im sorry for what im about to write.)

"YOU F*GGOT!! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO INVITE YOUR DISGUSTING FAG OF A BOYFRIEND!?!" He continued yelling at me. 

~mean while with Iwa-chan~

    I was sitting on Oikawas bed. I was still watching the wrestling match. It ended soon after he left so I just sat on my phone for a bit waiting for him to come back. He had told me he was going to make dinner for us. 

    I'm scrolling through my twitter as I hear a loud noise. I soon realize its yelling. 

"..OT!! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO INVITE YOUR DISGUSTING FAG OF A BOYFRIEND!?!" Is what I heard. I regestered that it was N O T Kawa's voice and I ran downstairs. 

    When I reached the bottom of the stairs I saw a sight I never thought I would. Oikawa's dad punched Kawa in the stomach. Hard. I stood in horror. I then saw him pick Oikawa up and that was the last straw for me.

    I ran into the kitchen and grabbed Oikawa before he could throw him. "WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOUR OWN SON?!" I ran out of the house without and answer. I ran. I ran to my house. 

    I bring Kawa up to my room and sit him down on my bed. He looked like he was going to pass out. Only then, I saw blood all over his chin and shirt. 'He must have coughed up blood from the punch.' I sighed. 

    I cleaned him up a bit then I started asking him questions. 

~back to oikawa's pov~

    I saw red. 

Next thing I knew I was in Iwa-chan's arms with blood all over me. 

    I was brought into his house and he cleaned me up. Then he started interrogating me.

"How long has he been doing that?" he asked

    "since I told him I was gay." i replied

"When did you tell him that?"

    "about 4 years ago..."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

    "i-i... don't know."

"I love you."

    "I love you too."

"also, is that why theres dents on your house?"

    ".... yes"

He gave me a big hug and a bunch of kisses all over my face. 

'I guess he did need to know.' 

sad :'(... anyways thats it. sorry for the use of words and stuff. thats what i was called before she started tolerating it. hope yall enjoyed!!