Goodbye Goober- Emma Brooks McAllister Memories

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Prompt: it started with a simple hello, and ended with a hard goodbye.

~Emma's pov~

Dear Emma,
all i every wanted to be was your everything. our relationship started with such a happy, and simple hello, and it ended with such a painful goodbye. you broke me into a million little pieces, but i still love you so fucking much. i love you with every last part of my body, and there isn't a part that doesn't love you. when i see you, i never want to look away at anyone else. when i kiss you it feels like my stomachs doing flips, and i never when to stop. when i hug you, i never want to pull away, but i have to. i have to move on, and so do you. got it? don't wait for me to come back, because as much as i want to, i won't. you were all i ever needed, and i love you so fucking much, and don't forget that ever. Goodbye Goober.

It's been three month since I broke up with Y/n.

And it's been one month since she took her own life.

I miss her so much, but she's gone and I can't do anything about it, now I have to live with the constant pain knowing that she'll never come back, not now, not ever.

I put the note back into the box full if Y/ns clothes, cologne, our picture books, and her notes that she wrote to me over the timespan of the eight months that we were dating.

I put on her baby blue nike crew neck, and went downstairs by the rest of the girls.

~Evas pov~

Emma came downstairs in one of the last sweatshirts that Y/n wore before Emma broke up with her.

Emma never wanted to break up with and we all knew that she was madly in love, but her parents didn't like Y/n so after eight months Emma got sick of her parents trying to force her to break up with Y/n.

The only reason why they wanted her to break up with Y/n is because she had a bad past.

In high school y/ns parents were druggies, so y/n started to drink and smoke to take care of it. Emma was always there for her, and Emma helped her.

Once they started dating Emma's parents hated Y/n.

~Annas pov~

Emma sat next to me, and when she went on her phone I seen her lock screen.

it was when they first started dating, i remember them talking that picture

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it was when they first started dating, i remember them talking that picture.

"She's in a better place now Emma, she wanted you to move on, and you should." Mads said after seeing her in one of Y/ns hoodie for the tenth thousandth time this week.

"I know, but it's hard to move on Mads! I loved her so fucking much it hurts to know that's shes gone forever and I won't ever get to see her again unless it's in a picture. it hurts knowing I won't ever get to smell her cologne unless i spray or wear her sweaters. it sucks that the love of my life killed herself." Emma said setting her phone down. "None of you know how I feel, and you probably never will."

Emma said on the verge of tears.

"I'll move on one day but not now.." She said while getting up, and walking back upstairs.

~Emma's pov~

I locked myself in my room, and went into my voice messages to listen to one Y/n sent me.

Hey goober it's me, and I know that you're still sleeping right now, but i want to tell you that i love you so much. i just want you to know that you make me feel like myself, more than anyone ever has. you give me a reason to wake up, and conquer the day. you're my person. my home. my true love. i can't wait to see you soon. Goodbye Goober.

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