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ugh, that was too emotionally draining. I can just accept it, right? I look down at the sleeping boy next to me. my face softens at the sight. yeah, it's ok to accept my feelings. I put my phone back on my nightstand and let myself drift away whilst I pull Hinata closer.
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°sho-sho's POV°

"mmmmghhh" I open my eyes and see a plain pitch black hoodie. huh!? I look up a little and then i see Kageyama's jaw.
don't ask how I know it's his-

I can feel his soft breaths hit my head. he's so calm, that's very unlike him. I slightly chuckle at my thought making sure not to wake up Kageyama.

"it's your mom calling, answer it. it's your mom calling, answer it."
my mom has her own ringtone on my phone.... ugh

I take my phone off of Kageyama's nightstand. "hello!"
I try to sound cheery even though I just woke up.

"hi shoyo, I know you're at a friend's house but I got called into work last minute and nastu needs someone to look after her so she doesn't burn the house down." she sounds so tried yet she still tries to put up a wall.

"ok, I'll start walking right now!" I get out of Kageyama's bed making my way out of his room. "when do you need to be at work?"

"in half an hour." she sighs. I know exactly what's going through her mind right now, 'I'm sorry shoyo but I need to keep us stable'.

"ok, I should be home before then!" I smile even when I know she can't see me. then I put my shoes on and make my way out of Kageyama's house.

"thank you shoyo, I love you."

"I love and appreciate you! try and have a good day at work!"

"I will try my best shoyo, I love you. goodbye!"

she already hung up but I say goodbye breathlessly. she tries so hard but still, she never gets any closer to her dream.

I text Kageyama telling him that I had to go watch nastu. then I pull up Spotify like I've done so many times before just to get my mind off of reality.

I walk fast whilst listening to a jumble of songs that my favourite playlist shuffles through all day every day. but one song reminds me of what just happened in Kageyama's house, and I just have to sing it!

"I fell in your arms tonite~" I close my eyes listening to the birds and the song all whilst walking the path I've walked so many times before.

°kags POV°

"I fell in your arms tonite~" that's the first thing that I hear when I wake up. what a wonderful awakening, arm tonite by another mother being sung by my soulmate.

"I fell hard in your arms tonite...it was nice" that reminds me of what just happened when Hinata was here. wait- wheres Hinata!? I pick up my phone to text him but I see his text telling me that he went to go watch nastu.

"I died in your arms tonite. I slept until the afterlife.... it was nice." his voice changes slightly when he sings the end of the lyrics

"why lie in your arms tonite. I lost sight in your arms tonite....it was nice." I felt the need to sing with him.

"and. hey. you. don't you think it's kinda cute that. i. died. right inside your arms tonite, that I'm fine even after I have died because it was in your arms I diiieeeeddd.

" I cry in the afterlife I carry hard because I have died and your alive!" I sang alone on that one.

he paused a bit before continuing the song."...I try to escape afterlife, well I try hard to get back inside your arms alive."

" and. hey. you. don't you think it's kinda cute that. I. try. to escape the afterlife. that. I. try. to get back in your arms alive. that i died in your arms that I fell hard in your a-armmss."

"I went and died in your arms that night~"

"I fell in your arms tonite"

"suuuicide in your armss~"

" and hey you don't you think it's kinda cute that I died right inside your arms tonite. that I'm fine even after I have died. that I tried to escape the afterlife."

"that I tried to get back in your arms alive, that I died in your arms that niiight~"

"I fell in your arms tonite. I died in your arms tonite. I lie in your arms tonite."

"I fell in your arms tonite~" he finishes off the song.

it felt right to sing with him. It felt like we were connected. I want to know him. I need to know him.

I open my phone once again to text back Hinata. so I tap on my message app and it automatically opens back to the conversation between me and suga... I need to accept my feelings for Hinata. I must. but what if he's not my soulmate? I kinda want him to be.
stop thinking like that tobio just deal with that later.

🍊boke🍊

🍊boke🍊
ok jezz cya Kageyama 😁
read 11:03
sorry tobio my mom
called and she needed to go to
work so now I have to look
after Natsu :/

it's ok sho
just text me if you need
help or whatever

🍊boke🍊
ok will do tobio
😊

ok
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I can't help but blush when he calls me tobio. I hate when Oikawa would do it but when he does it he makes me feel like I'm on top of the world.

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