Without (Yeonbin)

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'Soobin' is calling
Answer?
Yes or no
Yes or no

What do you need?

We need to talk

Sure

Where are you?

In my studio

End the call?
Yes or no

I'm coming

Wh-

Yes or no

Yeonjun heard a knock after pacing around the small room for hours, it was only five minutes.

He opened the door too fast, surprising Soobin and was noticeable on his face but he changed it once they met eyes "We're going to talk about us" Yeonjun crossed his arms "What is there to talk about?" he asked as they both walked to the sofa in the room, Yeonjun getting his chair at his desk and putting it in front of Soobin.

"I love you" the blue head blurted out, the older sat there not knowing what to do "Look I'll explain everything you want to know, just please tell me if you meant what you said the other day" Yeonjun nodded in agreement "Why do you think it's a good time to tell me you love me after eight years passed? And to add to it you broke up with me first"

Soobin sighed, keeping his eyes on Yeonjun's chair he spoke "After seeing you again made me realize that I still" Yeonjun put up his hand telling him to stop taking "Say something that isn't common for guys to say"

"What do you want me to say when I'm trying to explain why I said I love you after I broke up with you eight years ago" Soobin stood up and walked to the other side leaving Yeonjun staring at the wall.

"I saw you and remembered our memories, we made promises, promises that never came true. I promised you many things that turned into lies, you don't like lies. I became a nightmare to you, a nightmare you can't escape from and I'm sorry because I never meant to hurt you but I did and I accept that you hate me like I heard" Soobin rushed to Yeonjun, kneeling in front of him he grabbed his hands "I never stopped loving you, I left you because I thought you'd put us in a bad situation but after telling Beomgyu and Hueningkai I realized that was stupid of me to think because you'd never want to do something like that"

Yeonjun pulled his hands out of Soobin's and stood up, which also made Soobin stand up immediately "You broke up with me because you didn't trust me, it hurts you know? I supported you in everything, I gave you my full attention but you repaid me with breaking my heart" Yeonjun shook his head, gripping his left arm to hold in the tears. He moved past Soobin to leave.

Before he could reach the doorknob Soobin grabbed him and pulled him in a hug "Please don't, you're my first love, please please don't leave me" the taller begged hugging the other tightly.

The older stroked Soobin's hair. Telling himself he needs to tell him now or he'll never have the chance to do it "I love you too" Soobin pulled back, tears still streaming down but a smile was on his face. He wrapped his arms around Yeonjun's waist for another hug but the other boy put his hand on Soobin's chest before he did "But we have to take it slow"

"Announce it to the world got it" Yeonjun slapped his chest gaining a chuckle from Soobin "I'm joking but it could slip accidentally" Yeonjun mocked him "Yeah accidentally"

"Well now that that's out the way I need to ask something" Soobin said gently caressing Yeonjun's left cheek, the boy closed his eyes and hummed with a small smile.

"Do you want to be my boyfriend?" Yeonjun pulled away from the warm touch and fiddled with his fingers "Let think about it" Soobin's eyes widened, stuttering with a breaking voice with more tears Yeonjun giggled "I'm joking. I'd love to be your boyfriend, again"